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    A decade ago, Ilya Rozanov’s attempt to get the quiet, strait-laced Montreal captain alone after a CCM photoshoot ended in failure. Since then, their rivalry on the ice has only grown fiercer, especially after Ilya joined Ottawa, bringing the fight to Shane’s home town.

    Now, after a brutal attack and attempt on his life, Shane Hollander needs somewhere to lie low… Of course the only safe place to hide out in the entire city is at his rivals ridiculously fortified home.

    Can Shane survive the Russian menace long enough to discover who’s really trying to kill him… or will the man he’s spent years hating be the death of him in the end?

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    Ilya saves Shane from a mugging in a parking lot, and then saves him from himself.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander was supposed to have a rival. Instead, he has everything—and feels nothing.
    Ilya Rozanov was supposed to be that rival. Instead, he lost everything—and feels all of it.

    Then Shane finds a bleeding stranger in a park.
    What follows is hockey game tape until midnight, a cactus named Gerald, organized crime, and the slow, inevitable truth of two people built to understand each other finally being in the same room.

    They were supposed to meet on the ice, the rivalry that never was.

    But some rivalries don't end. They just change shape.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After a devastating breakup with his boyfriend of 3 years after Christmas, Shane Hollander rebuilt his life with Rose Landry, marrying her as she faces a terminal breast cancer diagnosis and fulfilling her final wish of becoming a mother. Together they welcome their daughter, Lily, into the world. But when Rose passes, Shane is left shattered, grieving the life they built and the future they lost. As he struggles to raise Lily alone, the one person he never truly let go of, Ilya Rozanov, lingers at the edges of his life, forcing Shane to confront whether love can survive loss, guilt, and everything they left unresolved.

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    Or: A timeline where Shane and Ilya's worst nightmares come true(AKA my take on the extremism of their problems).

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    03 Jun 2026

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    26 May 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    08 May 2026