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    What is the price of your deepest, biggest desire being fulfilled? Is it worth it? Would it be just as worth later? But he wanted. Oh, how he wanted. And he wanted and wanted and wanted.

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    Shane is a normal person. He’s playing good hockey. He’s getting his degree. He loves his parents and his friends. He has a boyfriend. He’s still discovering some things about himself that might affect his whole life just like the fact that his boyfriend is an infuriating, breathtakingly beautiful, soul-consuming demon.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander arrives in Vegas with a question he hasn’t spoken out loud.

    It isn’t complicated, exactly. It’s just the kind of question that requires honesty he isn’t sure he’s ready for - about what he and Ilya Rozanov have been doing for the past few years, about what six months of silence after Sochi actually meant, and about whether any of it is worth staying close to or whether he finally needs to go.

    He gets his answer in a locked bathroom at the NHL Awards.

    Ilya spends the summer convinced that Shane is fine. Upset? Yes. Angry? Definitely. But Shane always felt things fiercely despite what everyone said about him when he had his back turned. He’d calm down over the summer and then he’d be there like he always had been. He fills the silence with discipline and routine and the comfortable certainty that later is still available to him.

    He’s wrong.

    By the time Ilya understands what he actually lost, Shane is already gone; and Ilya is left trying to find a way back to someone who closed the door long before Ilya had ever thought to just walk through it.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane & Ilya discover a new shared kink. This is basically a series of interconnected/chronological one shots of them figuring out how (and maybe why) they like it, while being domestic, in love Hollanov.
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    "Oh god, Ilya," he said, voice wrecked. "I'm so close."

    "Let go," Ilya said. "For me."

    Shane's eyes snapped open. He searched Ilya's face, like he needed the reassurance still.

    Ilya grabbed his hand and pressed it to his own hard cock. "You feel that?" he asked, voice low. "I'm about to come in my pants just thinking about it, Shane."

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    02 Aug 2026

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    What if, to find a boyfriend, Shane have to kiss a hundred guys?

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is an asshole to Shane in Sochi. He's an asshole again in Vegas.

    Shane decides he doesn't hate himself enough to put up with this shit.

    It takes everything he has, but he ends it with Ilya.

    Ilya isn't having it.

    OR: What does Ilya Rozanov look like on his (figurative) knees?

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    31 Jul 2026