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Nathaniel Wessinksi can't go back to the Nest.
But he can't stay with the foxes either.With Riko trying to get Neil back to the Ravens, and back under his thumb, Neil is left with three options. Going back to the Ravens and dying, staying with the Foxes and dying- or running far, far away.
But Andrew had promised Kevin and Jean to protect him. Annoyingly, Neil- the kleiner Hase- is making it increasingly more and more difficult with each passing hour.
TLDR: Neil makes a promise to Ichirou that Kevin, Jean, and himself are better investments if they play with the Foxes than with the Ravens. But with time running out and Andrew stopping every one of his escape plans, Neil has until the end of the championships to convince himself and Ichirou he's better off alive.
DISCLAIMER: this fic is very heavily influenced by Die Free or Die a Failure by Mickey_99 (if you haven't read this fic, it's amazing!) and The Sunshine Court (where Raven Neil goes through the same healing process as Jean.)
TW: will be mentioned at the start of each chapter, but this is a very trigger heavy fic, please don't read if this you're not in a good place to do so!
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Neil Josten finally found a place to belong — he's not running away anymore; he finally has a place to call home. He just might even stay there forever. And his “forever” means watching The Great British Bake Off with Andrew from the couch in their tiny apartment.
It was supposed to be the “forever” that no one could ever take away from him, from which he would no longer have to run. But the past catches up with him again, and Neil must give up the comfort he has found in his life. He has to give up his life with Andrew. Forever.
Neil tries to live without Andrew in London. But his heart remains forever on the couch in their apartment.
Five years later, a promise from the universe that Neil will never see Andrew is broken, sparking his hope for “forever” once again.
▂▂ ২ OR in which Neil is in the Witness Protection Program; he is dating Andrew during college until people linked to his father pose a threat to Neil’s safety again. Neil is forced to live with his uncle Stuart and cut off all contact with Andrew. They meet again five years later, now working at the same place.
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- Part 1 of Promise
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11 Jul 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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10 Jul 2026
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andrewnotfound has followed you (Эндрюnotfound has followed you) | andriel by ghostboyparty
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Jul 2026
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Эндрюnotfound has followed you
Эндрюnotfound has liked your post
Эндрюnotfound has commented on your videoor
Neil Josten is an Urbex Youtuber who develops a relationship with Andrew Minyard after he expresses an interest in Neil and his videos
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08 Jul 2026
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My take on the Minyard-Josten Rivalry/Pro Andreil!
A long collection of sequential scenes throughout Andrew and Neil's lives, post books.
Including, but not limited to, my interpretation of the Minyard-Josten Rivalry, the old Foxes playing with kittens for a YouTube video, so much soft and sweet Andreil you will get cavities, and headcanons I have been thinking about all year.(Not complete — and I don't like reading my own writing...so until I grow a pair and reread this myself to remember everyone and everything, this isn't getting updated anytime soon. However, one day, and I do genuinely promise that).
Also, for everyone who comments asking if I'm okay because it's been a couple years, yes! I'm okay! I'm 27 years old now, studying to become a high school teacher, bought a house, got engaged, have 2 dogs and 3 cats, and my beta reader from all those chapters ago is now one of my best friends.
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29 May 2026