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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "Tell me what you like to hear," he said.
    Belly felt her cheeks go hotter. "I can't just—"
    "Yeah, you can," he interrupted gently. "I want to know. You've had a tough day, Belly. I want to give you what you need."

     

    (Belly has a need; Conrad has the need to satisfy it)

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    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    belly conklin has had a heart attack every year since she was twenty two. same day, same symptoms, same hospital. her husband jeremiah drives her, they send flowers to the nurses, and life goes on. it's become a thing about her, like her height or her eye color. nobody asks why.

     

    then one august, two days early, it happens in front of the wrong person.

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    24 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Belly and Conrad’s collision left a tear in the fabric of time.

    For years, the universe tried to stitch it closed — pulling them toward different lives, different loves, different futures.

    And for a while, it worked.

    Belly chose Jeremiah. Conrad chose California. Jeremiah became the life Belly could live inside. Agnes became the life Conrad could breathe inside.

    What they built apart was real, steady, enough. Until distance stopped holding.

    Back in Cousins, nothing breaks all at once. A thread loosens. A fracture reopens. Gravity returns.

    And once it does, it pulls everything with it.

    Because some collisions don’t disappear.

    They wait.

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    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    It'd all started after the funeral.

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    22 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    This was my son, those tiny fingers wrapped around my index, that was him. He was so perfect, I truly couldn’t ask for more. My baby… my world.

    On the day of the surfing accident, Belly and Conrad stepped over the emotional line that separated them. After the broken wedding, Belly removed herself from the lives of both Fishers, and yet the results of their infidelity came to life, something she chose to keep from him.
    Four years later, Taylor and Steven are getting married and ask for a final summer together in Cousins. Reuniting with Conrad, Belly needs to find a way to come clean to him about the infinity they had created, knowing full well that the truth will break him.

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    21 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    "I’m going to marry you," I murmur, my voice catching slightly against the soft cotton of his sweatshirt.
    Conrad instantly freezes. His body, which had been so relaxed against mine, goes rigid. Then, slowly, deliberately, he turns in my embrace, maneuvering his body without breaking the circle of my arms around his waist.
    His eyes are on mine, and I see a storm brewing there–a mixture of overwhelming awe, profound softness, and an almost painful rush of love. It’s the look he usually reserves for moments when he thinks I’m not watching.
    "Say it again," he commands, the sound rough and low.
    "I'm going to marry you, Conrad. I'm going to be your wife."
    The storm in his eyes intensifies, swirling with that complex love, the breathtaking wonder, and a definite, deepening possessiveness. His grip on my waist tightens, digging the pads of his fingers into the soft skin above my jeans.
    "My wife," he repeats, the word a reverent vow, testing the shape of it on his tongue. Then his eyes go dark, the softness hardening into a focused, hungry demand.
    "Your wife," I confirm.
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    The 4th installment of the Sparks Series

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    20 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    "Because I remember the way you sounded in that room, Belly," I say, my voice dropping even lower, dangerous even.

    I’m close enough now that I can see the pulse thrumming in the hollow of her throat—fast, erratic, terrified. The mask of indifference has completely dissolved, replaced by something jagged and cruel. "I remember the way you looked at me when I was between your legs. Does Jere know about that? Does he know that while he was snoring three feet away, you were screaming into a pillow because of me?"

    "Shut up," she whispers.
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    Picks up during the motel scene in S2E8. Belly still ends up choosing Jeremiah, but she and Conrad can't stay away from each other.

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    20 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    No one would expected that the brooding, perfect boyfriend Prince Conrad from New Englad sneaks around at night to meet Belly Conklin, the daughter of a diplomat from Seoul and the younger sister of Conrad's close friend Steven. People will always describe Belly as the "innocent girl" but what they didn't know is that for months she and Conrad meet in secret to fuck.

    Welcome to Oceancrest Academy an exclusive boarding school where children from Royal Family, Diplomats, Politicians, and Business tycoons studies. It is located somewhere in Europe, a secluded island surrounded by the ocean where the only means of transportation to reach the place is through planes or yacht. Each students have their own lies, secrets, and scandals they tries to hide until oceancrest daily post them to their blog.

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    19 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    Belly comes from a long line of difficult Park women. In Korea, she finds out why.

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    Conrad and Belly's families meet in Korea.

    My works are continuous
    In Order:
    5AM to Brussels : In the cab to the train, Conrad "I fucked up" Fisher ruminates
    Organ By Organ: Conrad and Belly in Brussels
    The bathtub, the surfboard, the distance : Conrad in California, Belly in Paris, sexy phone calls ensue
    All I want for Christmas Is You : Reunion in Germany
    Camera Man : Conrad Fisher Photographer Boyfriend
    The Safety Diver: Belly and Conrad in Korea
    The Back Door: Weeks before the Wedding

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    18 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Suddenly, he said:

    “If there is a heaven, I only would like to share it with you.”

    It was so earnest, so pure, so true… so she felt brave enough to confess her own truth.

    “I would linger in purgatory if it means that we get to be together forever”

    (there are infinite worlds, and they will forever find each other)

     

    Or: what happens if one tragic accident brings Conrad and Belly to confront what they really feel?

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    18 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Belly…,” he said, his tone scolding and it sent a thrill through her.

    “Conrad,” she murmured, though it wasn’t mocking when it left her lips this time. It was a plea. A prayer. A weak, wounded sound she knew he’d never be able to resist. It was an injury he could heal. A problem he could fix. An absence he could fill to stop her from feeling any more pain. In short, it was specifically designed to go straight to Conrad Fisher’s heart, bypassing his brain and all its honorable intentions completely to settle in that aching cavity above his ribs.

    (AU where Conrad never learns about Jeremiah cheating and Belly goes through with the wedding. It lasts about as long as you’d expect.)

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    17 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 4

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    In alternate Universe where Belly and Conrad are in a establish relationship during college, Conrad Fisher teases his girlfriend while she's trying to focus for her final exam.

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 7

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    Over winter break, star football player and local heartthrob, Conrad Fisher, and resident nerd, Belly Conklin, end up on the same ski trip. When a ski accident occurs, Conrad is led to stay at the ski lodge and take care of Belly, who can't imagine how the two of them - total polar opposites - will get through the day without any awkwardness.
    What she doesn't know is that Conrad Fisher has loved her for as long as he's known her.

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    14 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    Jeremiah's twenty-fifth birthday bar crawl doesn't go according to plan

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    14 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    She turns around and… he’s here; shirtless, bothered, still wet and flushed from the sea and the burning sun. She acts all serious as she faces him, furrowing her brows and holding both of her hands, instinctively covering her warm place.

    [Conrad] : “Hey, where’s Jere?” pushing his chest arrogantly as he takes a few steps to approach her.
    [Belly] : “In the shower. I heard you think we’re being ridiculous!”

    She knows that he can tell what’s bothering her. She could feel her tits slightly jiggle a few times because of all the nervous fidgeting of her legs and hips. His hand firmly clenches the towel in his hand. She hates how he breaks away his gaze. She hates how soft he gets under her pressure. She wants him mad, grabbing her arms, shaking away her pretenses. Instead, he shakes his head, looking everywhere but at her, and says:

    “Uh… Belly, that’s not… how I meant it…”
    [Belly] : “Yeah, ok. Sure, Conrad.” She walks a few steps towards him provocatively, before walking away.

    Suddenly, a part of her regrets it.

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    14 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 30

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    Semi AU where Belly never ran after Conrad in Paris and they didn't get back together. This takes place 7 months later when Belly is visiting Steven and Taylor in California and invites Conrad to get dinner.

    Harry Styles' song Coming Up Roses is the inspiration for this fic. For optimal vibes, listen to it on repeat while reading this angsty one shot.

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    13 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 84

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    "Belly, look, in all seriousness," he says, catching his breath but still grinning, "you can't hire an escort. I can’t believe Agnes actually suggested that."

    My eyes widen. "Oh my god, Conrad, no! She wasn't suggesting I hire an escort. She was suggesting..."

    The words die in my throat. I trail off, looking at him—really looking at him—and realise there is no version of reality where I can comfortably say, 'She was suggesting you pretend to be my fake boyfriend so I can trick my ex into thinking I'm dating a brilliant, brooding Stanford doctor.'

    "What?" Conrad asks, his smile softening into something more curious, more focused.

    "What'd I miss?" Agnes’s voice cuts through the air as she slides back into the booth, drink in hand, sounding way too cheerful for someone who just abandoned her post. She looks between us, her eyebrows practically reaching her hairline when she sees how close we’re sitting.

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    Or, an AU fic loosely based on The Wedding Date, featuring a scheming Agnes and a Conrad who's secretly been harbouring a crush on (a completely oblivious) Belly for the past six months.

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    11 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 11

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    “You can’t want me if you only…” Conrad hesitates, he knows he shouldn’t push it too far, he should play it safe, but she probably won’t even remember this conversation tomorrow, he can’t be sure if she ever does. “If you only want me when you’re drunk,” He says into the receiver, regretting it almost instantly.

    “Maybe this is just the only time I can let myself,”

    four times belly calls conrad when she’s drunk, and once when she isn’t.

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    11 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 40

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    Conrad has had various scars across his body for as long as Belly has known him.  Using each line, every ridge as a metric system, she can measure the events of his life by his scars. She knows he was six years old when he earned the small dot on the front of his right shin from running into a rock along the beach; nine years old when he got a thin, inch long zigzag on his left forearm while hiking with his Boy Scout troop in the Spring. She’s read the story of his life through the marks on his body with her fingers, her lips, her tongue, to the point where she can map him with her eyes closed.

     

    Or: Belly Conklin is 25 years old when she realizes she might have a scar kink.

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    10 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 58

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    For a second, it feels absurd. Shaking his hand. As if she hadn’t been naked in his bed less than four weeks ago. But Belly reaches out anyway. "I’m Isabel,” she says evenly. “But all my friends call me Belly.”

    There’s the slightest pause. He raises an eyebrow, just a fraction, just enough to register. “Nice to meet you,” he says.

    Just like that. Like they’re strangers.

    So that’s what they’re doing. Good.

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    5/?
    Comments:
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    09 Mar 2026

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