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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Yuan came to Dazai to demand the release of her friend, offering a relationship as a mission to change his mind. It, surprisingly, lasted longer than she thought, because someone had been catching feelings.

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    25 Feb 2025

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    Written for me! THANK YOU!

  2. Rec 5

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    Cocaine, Chuuya remembers, was something Albatross had indulged in relatively often, even offering for the younger to try some a couple times. Each time Chuuya had turned him down with the same response of ‘I don’t need that shit,’ and that had been the end of that conversation.

    “Suit yourself,” Albatross had said, shrugging. “But if you’re ever interested, come find me. It’s hella fun. Helpful too for those long nights, y’know?”

    And now, Chuuya found himself staring at that small plastic baggie, unable to look away while curiosity and grief threatened to suffocate all the air from his lungs from the rush of memories.

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    30 Nov 2024

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    Friend ♡

  3. Rec 8

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    A foreign but powerful feeling rises in my chest, but I am unable to identify it. Rimbaud loves me? He shouldn’t, he deserves far better than a wretch like me who can’t even love him back the way a human would, the way he deserves. I steel myself against the flood of emotions and respond in the only way that a creature like me is able to.

    I pull my hand away from him gently and laugh lightly, shaking my head at the absurdity of his words. I soften my voice as I harden my heart. “How foolish of you, Rimbaud. I feel for you, I do, falling for someone who has neither the interest nor the capacity to return your feelings.”

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    Rimbaud confesses his love to Verlaine, and it goes horribly wrong, causing a distance to grow between them that may never be repaired.

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    27 Nov 2024

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    Friend ♡

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Dazai would hate to admit it, but after a long day, a night with Dostoyevsky might just be what he needs.

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    29 Jul 2024

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  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    Death always so inspires carnality. Fyodora finds it distasteful, yet seeks Osamu again. It isn't the only reason, but finding justification is an exercise in duplicity and futility.

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    29 Jul 2024

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  6. Public Bookmark 5

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    Fyodor leaves in the early hours of the morning, with haste and a conviction that he won't make the same mistake again.

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    28 Jul 2024

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  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    Fyodor wants sex to feel like punishment. Dazai wants to hurt him.

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    28 Jul 2024

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  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Gravity Hotels and Casinos: the castle of Chuuya Nakahara. From Yokohama to the Las Vegas strip, the sun never sets on Chuuya's empire. But with the gambling, the money, the drugs, and the sex- came a messy divorce, a few DUIs, a couple stints in rehab, and hundreds of burned bridges.

    After getting his driver's license back, Chuuya's sister, Kouyou, lets him take his nephew to Chuck E. Cheese after school. Obviously, to get the best prize and thus buy his nephew's affection, Chuuya (kinda-sorta) tries to rob the place (not his idea, not his fault).

    Luckily, the handsome, bandaged man behind the arcade counter won't call the police- on one condition:

    Chuuya becomes his new sugar daddy.

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    24 May 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 34

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    They say Fate is a funny thing. Chuuya doesn’t believe in Fate, and Dazai is sure Fate hates him. But Fate intertwines with the Universe so that every time the eclipse sparks, with every sunrise and sundown, She whispers and it echoes back to her with a certainty– I am real, and I love.

     

    Or, a stupidly rich, college Soukoku au with so much mutual pining and avoidant boys somehow always ending up in the exact situations that spark their feelings past all their mental and physical defenses. Domestic fluff and kind of a slow burn, some angst and double the fluff and bickering, plus a bit of everyone else we know and love to see.

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    24 May 2024

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