Melodramaticallyme



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  1. Rec 10

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    Still, Chuuya doesn't think this was all his mind's doing. Surely it wouldn't be this intense; surely he wouldn't be turning around after each step to find out from where Dazai's annoying voice was coming from. Surely this isn't his own fantasy; the last thing he needed right now was Dazai's teases and the annoyance that comes with it.

    But that doesn't really matter anyway; he can't fight against it more than he did already. He can only lock the door.

    Unfortunately, Dazai knew how to pick locks.

     

    or: Chuuya gets absolutely wrecked in a night-out and hallucinates both Devilzai and Angelzai, who start shamelessly flirting; with each other, and with him

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    04 Aug 2026

  2. Rec 9

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    Drugs and alcohol this time, Dazai decided. He peeled himself from the ground with intention- to die. Despite all his failed attempts, all the times he'd opened his eyes in the hospital, each was made with the firm belief that he would not survive it. He stepped to his feet, strode silently across his apartment and chased a handful of Xanax with a bottle of whiskey expecting nothing but death.

    (Dazai attempts to kill himself again and Chuuya finds him unconscious on the kitchen floor. Hurt-comfort and angst ensue, but its inspired by Mitski's "Brand New City".)

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    04 Aug 2026

  3. Rec 5

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    "...Because truthfully, Chuuya wanted something else. Something more. He'd put off confronting that truth for a few long years but two months ago he woke up coughing out flower petals and there wasn't really any way around it then. Horribly, the disease served as a confirmation that his feelings were unrequited. Chuuya hadn't asked for this. He was angry.

    The rage rose in his throat and translated into grabs at Dazai's hips, unforgiving bites at his neck until eventually he couldn't stand to suppress it anymore. He pulled back and shoved the brunette away roughly, glaring at his clumsy stumble. “You know what? No. I'm not doing this shit. Go home.”

    (Or: Skk hook up regularly, but Chuuya's developed Hanahaki disease and is having a much harder time hiding his feelings.)

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    04 Aug 2026

  4. Rec 4

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    There are summers you forget.

    And then there are the ones that live beneath your skin forever.

    In a sleepy Southern town where the heat is relentless and the cicadas never stop screaming, two boys collide by accident. One is all scraped knees, stolen liquor, and restless energy. The other smells like cigarette smoke and carries the quiet weight of a life already falling apart. Day after day, they meet at an abandoned dock as the sun sinks into the river, chasing freedom they know won't last. By the time autumn arrives, neither of them will be the boy they were when summer began.

    Or: Two boys. One forgotten dock. One sweltering Southern summer that changes both of their lives forever.

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    03 Aug 2026

  5. Rec 22

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    Dazai has never wanted to be an omega. Not before his presentation, and not since that agonizing first heat. Spent alone in his shipping container, Dazai writhed nonstop in a pain that didn't seem to have any cure. Then, after coming out of it, he was slapped with the reality that everything he'd feared since childhood has come alive. He's an omega, and there was nothing he could do about it.

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    Dazai doesn't want to accept his natural instincts, and Chuuya makes it that much easier.

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    29 Jul 2026