MerySue
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Buck stood in the center of the destruction, breathing in ragged gasps. Sweat poured down his face, his back. His t-shirt clung to him, soaked through. But he was freezing. Shaking so hard he could barely stand.
The fire under his skin burned hotter. Something was wrong. Something was happening inside him, twisting and churning and demanding-
Need. Safe. Need safe. Not safe. Need-
Buck's vision tunneled. His body moved without permission, autopilot taking over where conscious thought had fled. Up the stairs. Stumbling, nearly falling. His hands grabbed his comforter, sheets still tangled from this morning, a lifetime ago, and yanked them off the bed.
Down the stairs. Each step a monumental effort. His legs barely worked.
The blankets hit the floor in the only clear space left, near the couch. Not enough. Not enough.
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07 Mar 2026
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Healing isn't linear or a short path.
Buck fights to repair himself and he's not alone.
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- Part 2 of Earn it
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02 Mar 2026
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“I’m sorry,” Buck starts, swallowing the lump that’s made itself known in his throat. “I can’t.”
In another life, maybe Buck would have said yes. Maybe he’d feel good helping a couple build the family they so desperately wanted, giving a kid a good home.
Maybe he would have done it happily in a life where It hadn’t happened.
But It did.
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02 Mar 2026
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Eddie has finally relaxed, finally convinced himself that this is all just a funny coincidence, when the man looks up and locks eyes with Eddie.
No.
Fuck.
No, no, no.
This cannot be happening.===
At 14 years old, Eddie Diaz's best friend loses his memories. Forgets all about him and moves away. Eddie's fine. He's moved on with his life. He's made peace with losing Evan Buckley.
Until he starts his new job as an LAFD firefighter and comes face to face with everything he's been repressing for 13 years.Bookmarked by MerySue
12 Feb 2026
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Mafia boss Eddie Diaz has set his sights on Evan Buckley, and once Eddie wants something, he doesn’t let go. Buck knows exactly what that means. He lets him anyway.
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06 Feb 2026