13 Bookmarks by Mochaxis

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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    For synesthete Till, Ivan is not just a person, his best friend, his bully, or his music's biggest fan; Ivan is colours, sounds, scents, & sensations all unique to him that give Till such incredible longing. As with everything else, though, Till feels Ivan will just tease him if he ever tried to tell him, so he keeps it to himself, along with all the tender feelings he holds for Ivan, despite their confusing relationship.

    Ivan calls after school to ask if he can help with Till's insomnia, but it turns into Till confronting him about the bullying. Surprisingly, Ivan genuinely apologizes & tries to take responsibility, which he's never done before. Trying to keep the momentum, Till accepts his offer & Ivan intends to bore Till to sleep by reading from his homework. That is Absolutely Not what happens, but Ivan is sure under the impression it is.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Till is delivering a note to Ivan in the varsity locker room, sure, but he's not happy about it.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.

    “All of them,” Ivan corrects.

    “Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”

    “You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”

    Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.

    OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Goated

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    Ivan wasn't entirely sure what he had done to gain Till's ire.

    Ivan meticulously thought back to the happenings starting from earlier in the week which wasn't as arduous a task considering he was a man of routine; wake up, exercise, read, go to class, football practice, dinner, personal time, study, sleep.

    Rinse and repeat.


    Ivan makes it up to Till

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    05 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    Excerpt from Chapter 9:

     

    “Till lightly placed his fingers on Ivan's shoulder, bending over slightly to close in to his face, "Pervert." He breathed out, the click of Till taking off the belt on his waist drawing in Ivan's eyes. The holster that held pens and other miscellaneous things fell to their feet. Till's arms wrapped themselves around Ivan's neck and hooked his left leg over his lap, then his right leg followed. Ivan's eyes widened when Till looked up at him, sitting prettily on his lap. Ivan blinked, his hands twitching on the armrest.

    Till smirked at his dumbfounded expression. The guitarist unwrapped his arms from his neck and snaked his hands around Ivan's large wrists digging under Ivan's gloves and slipping them off, bringing calloused palms to his exposed stomach, slowly dragging them up his torso. Till flexed a bit when Ivan's rough thumbs grazed his nipples lightly. It was then Till let go of Ivan's wrists and lifted his arms and the large man knew to take off the annoying fabric.”

     

     

    (Mafia Exec Ivan x Aspiring artist/stripper Till)

    (This is your warning to turn back if you dislike anything in the tags!)

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    09 Dec 2025

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    After Till presents as an omega, his father Urak arranges a marriage between him and Luka, the alpha son of his business rival, to merge their companies and ensure the family legacy remains under an alpha’s control.

    Learning this, opportunistic businessman Unsha sends his own alpha son Ivan to pose as a beta bodyguard. Ivan’s official assignment is to protect Till and the company’s image from the omega’s reckless and rebellious behavior, while his secret one is to sabotage the upcoming wedding by seducing the chaebol heir.

    However, Ivan and Till have a shared past, and the real feelings between them could either ruin their fathers’ schemes or break each other’s hearts.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    Kim Dokja was a hypocrite, a liar. He was the one who made Joonghyuk promise that being companions would mean standing on equal footing—and yet, he was the one who distanced himself from Yoo Joonghyuk as if they were two completely different beings.

    He regarded himself as a simple worshiper, another devotee among hundreds, while Joonghyuk was the god he kneeled beneath; as if being a reader was all that he was.

    As if Yoo Joonghyuk wouldn't abandon all his divinity and fall from grace just for the chance to feel Kim Dokja’s touch; as if he wouldn't betray all that godhood stood for and make this man his religion.

    Yoo Joonghyuk and Kim Dokja, and how a three-year-long disappearance can change everything. (Or, a canon divergence AU where Yoo Joonghyuk actually gains the rights over Kim Dokja's life & death at the 46th scenario, successfully baby trapping and attic wifing him afterwards.)

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    12 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    Till is this close to blowing up a building so he decides to blow off some steam by blowing a load. And Ivan will be the lucky man to help him achieve that, and yet.

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    29 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ivan introduces Till to chastity and cockwarming.

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    28 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 41

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    “It’s not charity,” Hyuna says forcefully, snapping Luka's attention back onto her face. He hadn’t even been completely aware he’d been looking away. She sighs, and the grip in his shirt doesn’t lessen. She slides her other hand up to his shoulder, the tips of her fingers ghosting the edge of his jaw. She lets out a long, stuttering breath. Her grin is bloodthirsty.

    “C’mon Luka,” she hums, as she leans into the opposite side of his face, her cheek pressed to his as she murmurs in his ear. “I know you want me.”

    Hyuna overhears some guys talking shit about Luka being a virgin at a frat party. Luka hopes, given that she's volunteered to assist him with this diagnosis, that she understands how much of a nasty little freak he really is.

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    05 Aug 2025

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    Ivan stumbles upon a shrine with a bizarre statue—a bald, naked alien with its legs spread open and a flower in between. As a joke, he prays to it, wishing Till would finally notice him.
    The next day, he wakes up to find his dick has been replaced with a vagina.

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    05 Aug 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 97

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    Till has spent his time since high school running--running from the memories that twist and turn him into something pathetic.

    From then to now as a university student, it's worked well enough.

    But things never go as he wants, do they?

    *now back with the new storyline!

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    01 Jul 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 71

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    Till, bored, buys a box of 20 almost expired condoms.

     

    IB a doodle I saw by Yufka on twt go check them out they’re awesome !

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    01 Jul 2025

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