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  1. Public Bookmark 37

    When did I forget love? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov should be the happiest man on Earth right now. He should be floating on clouds, but why does it feel like he's on a free fall to the ground?

    He's got everything he's ever dreamed of: his handsome, polite, sexy, hockey's golden boy boyfriend, future in-laws who love him like their own, and a team who desperately want to be his friends. He can't wait to play great hockey, retire with his boyfriend, and marry him. Maybe they'll even have kids of their own. Spend their days at the cottage wrapped in love and sunshine for the rest of their lives.

    Yet, the only dream that he remembers, the one that haunts him daily, is the one of his mother. His mother's pale arms reach out to him. Her embrace was colder than any lonely night. One day, maybe he'll just hug her back.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    when it snows by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Jan 2026

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    Alexei is dead. Anastasia is his. And Ilya has no idea how to be a parent, a captain, and a heartbroken man all at once.

    The only thing harder than keeping a five-year-old alive might be keeping himself together.

     

    [set after shane walks out on ilya in episode 4]

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    14 Jan 2026

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    so much of living is being unknown by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    08 Jan 2026

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    Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it because Ilya doesn't like needing help or feeling physically vulnerable~ (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

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    11 Jan 2026

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    we cannot waste time (—only ourselves.) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jan 2026

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    The photos leak on a Wednesday. Ilya sets his life and career on fire on Sunday, mostly out of spite. On Monday, he is the first out queer player in the NHL.

    Nobody handles the ensuing circus well, least of all Scott Hunter.

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    04 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 81

    Don't Worry, It's Nothing by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Dec 2025

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    5+1

    Five times Ilya almost cries in front of Shane (and the first time Shane catches on).

    Bonus: Scott Hunter does NOT have time to deal with a sick Russian, but Kip might murder him if he leaves Rozanov to fend for himself right now.

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    03 Jan 2026