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    The Pros were never in the cards. Not for an ex-medicated alleged psychotic with a dysfunctional family and an Exy career he’d rather not have. But even if it wasn't his first choice, no matter what happens, it can’t possibly be worse than that one fucked up sophomore year when he stood toe to toe with the Yakuza-and won.

    At least, that’s what Andrew thinks until a familiar face shows up.

    Another Raven!Neil AU. Or, the one where the boys don’t meet until the Pros.

     

    **Currently updating once a month.**

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Upon Mary Hatford's death, Nathaniel Wesninski makes the call to his uncle Stuart rather than continuing on the run and ending up in Milport, Nevada.
    Upon graduating university, Andrew Minyard turns down all offers of a professional Exy career and muddles through a 'normal' life, until the boredom and inanity of it all wears him down and he accepts an offer of a break to spend some time with his cousin Nicky in Stuttgart, Germany.
    There he meets Abram Hatford, a handsome and broken young man who has more in common with Andrew than he suspects, and nothing's normal anymore.

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    29 Oct 2023

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    "I'm Neil. I don't know if you remember me. You met me a year ago when I was Alex. We spent the night talking and trading truths. And then we slept together."

    Andrew blinked exactly once. "I remember."

    "Yes." Neil took a deep breath. "I know that doesn't explain why I'm here. There's another thing. I kind of... Had your kid."

    Or, pro exy star Andrew Minyard has a one night stand with a no name runaway that has unexpected results.

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    27 Jun 2023

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    Dance AU.
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    Neil Josten just wants to dance, but being on the run leaves little time for frivolous hobbies. He has no idea what one night of risk will lead to when he first steps into Eden’s Twilight.

    Andrew Minyard dances alone. Everyone knows this. Until a wide eyed, desperate rabbit of a boy stumbles into his path, and he breaks his self imposed rule.

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    20 May 2023

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    Aaron turned to his brother and switched to speaking in German. “The fuck do you want?”
    “He wants a tattoo.”
    “You’re a tattoo artist last I checked.”
    “He was some some fucking quote written on his ribcage like he’s a 19 year old woman. I’m not interested. Overcharge him and send him on his way.”
    “Why the fuck did you let him come in here half naked if you weren’t planning on doing it?”
    “The fuck?,” a third voice spoke up in German. Andrew and his carbon copy turned to Neil. “I didn’t walk in without my shirt on.”

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    13 Mar 2023

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    Neil Josten has recently moved in with his two boyfriends, exy celebrities Andrew Minyard and Kevin Day, and things are...fine. They're great. Perfect actually. Except for the fact that Neil doesn't feel like he belongs - in his boyfriend's penthouse suite OR their relationship. Whereas Andrew and Kevin are perfect, he just...isn't.

    Maybe it's the way Andrew and Kevin literally picked him up off the street and swept him into the comforts of their world. Maybe it's the large, looming secret that hangs over his head, shadowing his every move. Maybe it's because he can't even stand to look at himself in the mirror, so why would anyone else?

    Or maybe it's because he knows he's nothing...and he's just waiting for them to figure it out too.

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    10 Jan 2023

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    "No, you're not real," he says, and he thinks he repeats it a few times, trying to convince himself it's all one bad dream. Whatever is stalking him stops, but Neil can still feel its aura, its power. The presence it has is gargantuan, a wall Neil has no hope of getting past. Just like his father in front of him. At the thought, at the ghost of hands on him, Neil screams. "You're gone!"

    And he opens his eyes just as the lightning strikes. It bathes the forest in a bluish glow for half a second, but it's enough for Neil to see.

    It's not his father, it's—

    The dog in front of him boofs softly, and Neil's eyes widen.

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    28 Dec 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 20

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    Neil starts getting into colouring books.

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    23 Dec 2022

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    In Andrew's defense, blind dates are terrible and almost all of Kevin's friends are even worse.

    Nine times out of ten, calling in a favor to get Aaron to switch and tank it for him would be fine.

    Unfortunately, Andrew found number ten.

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    24 Nov 2022

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    Jean was alone. Hours ago he had been dropped off at the airport by Fox’s nurse and boarded the plane to LA to join his new team, his new owners, the USC Trojans. He did not bother hoping they would be kind or a major improvement over the Ravens, he knew how this worked. Despite the assurances of Renee, Kevin and Abby he knew that a broken thing like him would have no place among the Trojans. He resigned himself to the fact that his treatment the Trojans would only be marginally better than the Ravens. After all, a team could not function and succeed without the harsh discipline of the Master and Riko, the Foxes’ win had to be a miracle and a fluke. He was certain that the Foxes were an exception to the rules, exy teams had to function like the Ravens they just had to. It went double for a team as good as the Trojans.
    Follows Jeremy and Jean's life starting immediately after Jean lands in LA to join the Trojans.

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    11 Nov 2022

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    Jeremy made him understand why so many people throughout history had worshiped the sun.

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    Neil would always remember the first day he saw Mr. Minyard, fondly known as The Day Neil Josten’s World Was Pleasantly Rocked By Realising He Had The Most Gorgeous Lecturer On Campus.

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    23 Sep 2022

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    Neil is Demi, but Andrew is Gay. It's a distinction Neil's never really paid attention to before, barely thought twice about at least in regards to himself. But after an incident at Eden's, and a specific comment from Andrew, Neil starts wondering if there are several things he hasn't noticed. It leads him on a downward spiral of self-doubt, depression, and his usual martyr-like tendencies that can only have one conclusion. He loves Andrew so he wants him to be happy- even if it's with someone else. So he'll let him go...but only if he asks.

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    18 Sep 2022

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    After collapsing in the middle of practice, Neil is forced into taking a break. To make matters worse, his ex shows up to whisk him away to New York for a week.

    Alternatively, Andrew is determined to win Neil back.

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    27 Aug 2022

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    Neil Josten has a problem. Andrew isn't always able to help. Matt is always willing, though.

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    31 Jul 2022

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    Neil Josten is a flight risk with a past haunted by his father, the Butcher. He gets placed with a new family and his life takes an unexpected positive turn.

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    abby and wymack are married and foster neil and andrew lives next door

    [title by clementine von radics]

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    04 Jul 2022

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    "What is your name." He wouldn't care usually, but the way this kid had avoided it last time he asked, he was curious.
    "I've had six so far." He answers slowly, weighing each word. "Which one do you want?"
    Six names? Yep, there is something going on there.
    "The real one. The one that fits you best."
    "Not my birth name then?" He sounds almost hopeful?
    Andrew waits until he sorts through his thoughts. He has another hour before he has to go back.
    "Abram." He decides after a long pause. "It's my middle name. The only one that doesn't have to change because it can just as easily be left out."

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    19 Jun 2022

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