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    He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
    And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
    Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.

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    OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.

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    Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Want to read just not now

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    “Well it’s not like you have any prospects, Evan,” Margaret sniffed, hands folded neatly on top of the table next to her nearly full glass of wine.

    That was Buck’s final straw. Comments from the whole evening, from his entire life, flashed in his mind. Every single time his parents made him feel like a disappointment; inadequate; unloved; too much; a burden. And Buck took it, first because he believed he deserved it, then, after the 118, because it was easier to just ignore it. But now? Now he wasn’t just fighting for himself, he was fighting for Eddie, and if there was one thing Buck knew without a shadow of a doubt, it was that he would always fight for the man he loved.

    “Eddie, my literal boyfriend, is right there,” Buck practically snarled, pushing his chair out with a loud scrape and jumping to his feet.

    *My take on the Buck Begins arc set in an alternate season 3 before Chim and Maddie get pregnant and where Buddie is canon. Margaret and Phillip Buckley come to visit. It goes about as well as expected. Featuring Mad Buck™, Sad Buck™, and Happy Buck™

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    23 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Want to read just not now

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    On New Years Eve, Buck and Eddie shared a midnight kiss that led to something more.

    They decided to enter a secret relationship, but then Buck finds out he's pregnant and everything changes.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    will read

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Day 2 of Pregnant Buck week: Buck finds out he's pregnant after Eddie has left for El Paso

    The night he breaks up with Tommy, Buck goes to Eddie's for comfort. Nine weeks later, Buck finds out the hard way that he's pregnant.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    come back

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    It's 2016 and Ilya Rozanov has just been added to the WAG group chat as his alias lily, he is immediately befriended by them! There's one problem though... they don't know his true identity and wine night is in 3 weeks.

    Readers do not be put off by word count, most of the story is inserted through images of text conversations :3

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    02 Mar 2026