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    "What was it, Buck? Guilt? Disgust? You couldn’t get over your own actions of bringing your horrible, racist ex-boyfriend back to the house I used to live in with my son, and let him fuck you on the mattress I used to sleep on?”
    Buck got up, clawing at the wall for stability, legs shaky. His entire face was tilted into a sneer. “I didn’t let Tommy fuck me. I had him down on his knees while I closed my eyes and thought about you.”

    Buck gets shitfaced with Ravi at a gay club during pride, and shows up on Eddie's doorstep, forgetting that he doesn't live there anymore.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    | "You know, if you ever wanted to…" He gestured vaguely between them. "Try stuff. With someone you already trust. I wouldn’t mind being your crash test dummy."
    Eddie froze mid-sip, beer bottle hovering near his lips. He lowered it slowly, blinking at Buck like he’d just suggested they rob a bank. "What?”
    Buck shrugged, feigning nonchalance even as his pulse kicked up. "I mean, we already trust each other, right? And it’s not like we’d have to go all the way or whatever–just, you know. Whatever takes the edge off for you." He wiggled his eyebrows. "Think of it as a favor between friends." |

     

    ...the one where Eddie likes being in control and Buck just wants to do whatever Eddie wants...

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Evan "Buck" Buckley is 35 years old when he decides to settle down in Los Angeles for a job offer.

    Eddie Diaz is 27 years old when he agrees to help Maddie Buckley's 'little' brother move into his new home.

    Eddie discovers what it means to love someone the second his breath gets caught on Buck's blue eyes.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    For a long time, he thought it was Shannon. His love for her had ruined him for all women.

    Now he’s not so sure. All thanks to Father Brian and fucking juice.

    The juice, it turns out, is gay porn. Which brings him back to the beginning. Porn doesn’t really do it for Eddie. Until now.

    Until Buck, and his goddamn secret OnlyFans.

    Or: Eddie's parents sue for custody (fuck the Diaz parents) & Buck starts an OnlyFans to pay for a lawyer. Eddie befriends Father Brian, who encourages him try some gay porn and, well. Then Buck and Eddie make a series of utterly unhinged choices about it. freak4freak tempered with intense character study ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    30 May 2026

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    Waking up in a world that was not your own was problematic enough. Being the villainess was another. However, the possessive alphas might take the cake.

    These are some toxic walking red-flag alphas so be warned.

    Disclaimer: Angsty but I ain’t Gege

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    06 Mar 2026