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In which Atsushi Nakajima is a struggling figure skater, and Akutagawa Ryuunosuke is a retired national competitor who, by somewhat unfortunate circumstances, ends up becoming Atsushi's coach.
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26 Jun 2026
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Dazai's mind is scattered.
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24 Jun 2026
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so if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow by prettysicknasty
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Dec 2023
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This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.
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- Part 1 of if i survive
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It started with the clocks. They stopped working. They froze. Dazai knows time still exists. He knows. But somehow, he's ended up a prisoner of the Russian whose hands bring death to all but the one man who craves it, and he can't figure out how he got there.
Fyodor says it's because they're in his reality; Dazai doesn't believe it. But the longer Fyodor tortures him, the more he forgets who he was and becomes who he must be: a sinner, subject to the punishment Fyodor brings.
...And just when he starts to give in, something strange happens.
Or, Dazai is Fyodor's sick hobby until Fyodor accidentally feels something, too.
Read at your own risk. Includes extreme and graphic depictions of trauma, violence, rape, and psychological abuse. (But with a satisfying ending, I promise)
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It should press down, shove him into this restless, bottomless pool and hold him until the blood stops bubbling above the surface.
Naoya chokes on blood while Toji fucks him. He doesn't care how he ended up here or if he'll ever get out. The decay of his persona, the total loss of his humanity – it’s a small price to pay for the chance to bask in that gaze. In any case, he’s glad he’s here.
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07 Jun 2026