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    He doesn’t remember how long he drove for. All he knew was that the further he drove, the more his eyes would swell with tears.

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    Or: What if the infamous Long Game fight ended differently? Wherein Ilya storms out of his house after Shane leaves and gets into a car accident.

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    18 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 80

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    Canon divergence from episode 4: Ilya and Shane meet much before the All-Stars Game, and neither one is okay.

    Ilya hasn't slept in weeks. Every time he blinks, he's confronted with increasingly worse images of Hollander that his mind concocts. But nothing in his imagination could compare to what he sees when "Jane" invites him to his home at the end of the season.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Shane pulled out the vodka handle, wiping the dust off. He stared at it for a long moment.

    Shane rarely drank hard liquor. It made his head spin and his stomach uncomfortable, wasn’t worth all the extra calories. Wasn’t even really meant to drink on his meds, but.

    It would make him feel worse. It would make him feel like absolute shit. And that was exactly what Shane was counting on. So he had stumbled over to the bathroom, flipped on the dim overhead light, sunk to the bathroom floor, and drank.

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    shane hollander gets super drunk on the bathroom floor after a really bad few days. it is not fun for anyone involved, but luckily ilya is there to pick up the pieces

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    16 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    "You're so used to surviving at a level of distress most people can't even imagine; I don't think you can even fathom not existing in it. It is killing you and you're letting it." Jack waited to catch Robby's gaze. "Are you asking me to watch you die, Misha?"

    Robby flinched and averted his gaze further; he felt a surge of all the horrible feelings inside him wash over him, and the monitor's beeping stuttered.

    Jack turned inward; he couldn't bear to look at Robby. This is the precipice; the liminal space where Before becomes After. There's no going back. It is out of his control. Robby either jumps off the roof or he doesn't. Robby either lives or doesn't. Then what? Jack relaxed his grip on reality, simply letting it all fall away with his breath.

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    Robby finally has a breakdown two months after PittFest. Jack fights like hell to keep him safe and out of hospital.

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    07 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    3 years after your break up, you and Robby come face to face again.

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    Took the breath from my open mouth
    Never known how it broke me down
    I went in circles somewhere else

    Shook the best when your love was home
    Storing up on your summer glow
    You went in search of someone else
    And I hear your ship is comin' in

    Your tears a sea for me to swim
    And I hear a storm is comin' in
    My dear, is it all we've ever been?

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    07 Aug 2025