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On the 21st November 2023, Sergeant John "Soap" MacTavish was killed in action in the Eurotunnel, 7km off the coast of Folkestone.
Except the heavily redacted report is all a lie and the emotional scattering of his ashes is all an act.
This is the story of how he survives, how the 141 fake his death, and how he recovers - with Ghost right by his side.
A realistic fic about Soap recovering from a traumatic brain injury and discovering which parts of himself are left, and which parts Makarov stole from him. Full of hurt and comfort, angst and humour, this is a slow burn Ghost/Soap getting together fic with a happy ending.
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“If you let yourself have what you want… what would you do to me?”
Ghost’s eyes lock back onto Soap in an instant. There's a flicker in his expression—hesitation, restraint—but it’s gone in an instant, swallowed by a raw, all-consuming need.
“I wish I could live inside you,” Ghost murmurs, voice hoarse, wrecked. “I wish I could tear you apart, rip you open and look at what’s inside—fuck, your blood…” His breath shudders as his gaze drops to Soap’s arm, as if he’s trying to physically restrain himself from lunging.
Soap’s stomach twists itself into knots.
“I love every inch of you,” Ghost continues, his voice dipping lower, raspier, like the words are being dragged out of him. “You’re so vulnerable, so fragile. I fantasise about all the ways I could kill you. I want to fuck you while I chew on your veins, while I suck at your blood like I’m starving—want to bite you all over, scar your skin forever.”
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Or, Simon Riley is a vampire and gains an obsession with John MacTavish. Perverted desires and pitiful impulse control lead to difficult and blissfully violent circumstances, with a side of mental terror and horrible coping mechanisms.
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Ghost was openly frowning now, and Soap immediately sensed something was terribly, terribly wrong. "Soap, we're not together."
Soap's heart skipped a beat and his breath caught. "Oh," he said hesitantly, trying to remain calm. "Erm. What?"
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Soap thinks what they have is serious. Ghost disagrees before realizing that yes, it is serious. -
And we'll make death proud to take us by Literal_Satan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
29 Dec 2025
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Ghost reluctantly agrees to join Soap in Glasgow for the holidays. Haunted by his past, he tries to remember how to act like a human being again.
He's a better weapon than he is a person; but for some mind-boggling reason, Soap doesn't seem to mind.
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Ghost isn't like most people. He doesn't like most people. Life for him is going about his days as a soldier, a warrior, a killer. A survivor.
Until…
"Let's get ourselves a win, yeah, Lt."
Until John 'Soap' MacTavish. From there...a journey begins.
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