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Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.
“Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.
Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”
Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.
“Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.
Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.
Not just hunger. Desperation.
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After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.
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05 May 2026
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Love can grow in the wildest of locations.
Even in divorced, exhausted charge nurses, unsure if they have more years of this job left in them.
Even in twenty-something graduate nurses, wide-eyed and wondering if they can do this job at all.
Even in a place known best as “the pitt.”
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AKA: The one where Emma's assault happens a year into her experience at PTMC rather than day one, and she and Dana have already been dancing around each other for months.
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05 May 2026
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“Look, it’s not because I don’t,” Cassie breaks the silence, then shakes her head and looks away, a quiet noise of disbelief leaving her, “We just can’t. Okay?”
Another nod. Victoria’s mouth is incredibly dry.
“But..you want to?”
McKay lets her head hang. “We can’t. I can’t.”
“Because of your ex?” Victoria probes. Everything inside her is screaming at her to stop. She doesn’t know why she can’t. She doesn’t know why she can’t just shut up. But McKay is…right here and her messy bangs and her heavy eyes and her wet mouth just -
“Because I wanna be good,” McKay says simply.
Javadi is a nervous wreck and McKay struggles with self-restraint. Until she doesn't.
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Raquelle Bottom?!?
“Oh, what the fuck.”
Why was Barbie the top?! That wasn’t— that shouldn’t— that’s NOT the point, why was she even fixated on that part?!
This was all too much. People were writing about her and Barbie… bumping purses. Unspeakable things. Illegal things. She was going to sue them all for defamation. And libel. And emotional damages, probably.
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Raquelle discovers the Barquelle fandom online and freaks outBookmarked by Panini_Beeni
24 Mar 2026
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Lottie Matthews is hungry. Scratch that, she's starving, and being a vampire a thousand miles from civilisation is making a quick snack hard to come by. That's where Natalie comes in, the most delicious smelling human Lottie has ever in her life come across, alone and vulnerable in the wilderness, how can Lottie ever resist?
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05 Mar 2026