6 Bookmarks by Pansy_division

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    Ilya and Marlow are supposed to be spending the night after their game against Montreal bonding. Unfortunately, they probably should have paid more attention to the “serving size” on the weed gummies.

    After several hours of dealing with a crying Russian who thinks he’s dead and is desperately looking for his mama, Marlow finally texts “Jane” for help.

    Featuring: emotional support Shane Hollander, high disaster Ilya Rozanov, and Cliff Marlow accidentally third-wheeling the cutest relationship ever.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    This is amazing, Marlow finding out through Shane having to trip sit is genuinely an incredible premise and it's treated so sincerely, a little smidge OOC because it's crack treated seriously? but really sweet and earnest <3

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”

    Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.

    Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”

    “I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”

    That did not answer the tying down part of the question.

    But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

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    02 Jul 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    “Can I ask you something?”

    Ilya nods.

    “Do you ever feel like a woman instead of a man?”

    He doesn't answer right away. He looks at the clock on the wall, instead, watching the second-hand tick. He swallows. He opens his mouth, then closes it. Galina waits.

    Ilya doesn't think he knows the answer to that question, is the thing.

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    Basically 14k of closeted transfem Ilya Rozanov vs. the feeling of wanting to be pretty

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    02 Jul 2026

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    01 Jul 2026

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    so fun, the skins are great, the twitter writing and mixed media of it all is really realistic, and I am a SUCKER for the original characters

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    “Y-you want me to be a girl?”

    Ilya rubbed the base of one of his thumbs with the other. Seeing Ilya’s shyness so plainly made Shane’s nose twitch.

    “No, not all the time,” Ilya said after a moment. “And not if you don’t want to. Never if you don’t want to. I just . . . I think about it, sometimes.”

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    Ilya loves his life and his husband. But lately, he's found himself missing girls. Luckily, Shane is happy to indulge this fantasy.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    my comment: "This was so unbelievably joyous and oddly gender affirming... I am such a sucker for gender bending and exploration, and the way you wrote it managed to blur the lines in a way that really made Ilya's feelings and perspective seem real, including his fears over what him still fantasising about a woman would mean. It also felt simultaneously so realistic (e.g. the plasticky lipstick and scratchy sensitive materials) and down to Earth that it just brought out how it was like a "first time". The cunnilingus and first time tags are doing God's work... love love love."

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