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    "Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.

    And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.

    You don’t deserve his last name."

     

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    content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime

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    16 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    When the day finally comes for Shane to face the Montreal Metros he tries very hard not to spiral. The whole team has his back and Ilya is right there, to support Shane and antagonize his husbands former team.
    Except both of them are caught by surprise at just how bad some people in Montreal hate them atm.
    They were just a block away from their hotel when all hell breaks loose.

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    14 May 2026

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    The day after getting kicked out of the playoffs by the Centaurs, Hayden Pike shows up for a post-series debrief along with the rest of the Metros. They are greeted by a roomful of cops, a recording of a late-night 911 call, and a missing seat where Shane Hollander should be.

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    14 May 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    Shane has been avoiding Troy for months. Ilya and Troy finally find out why.

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ilya broke up with Shane 8 months after the cottage
    David didn't walk in on them
    Shane is not doing well at all
    Lots of sad, depressed Shane, who badly needs a hug but doesn't want anyone to touch him
    Will have a happy ending eventually.

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    10 May 2026