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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    Passive suicidal ideation (PSI) :
    Defined as the desire to die without any intent to act.

    If you were to ask him, Jason wouldn’t know how he got into this situation. Well, maybe that was just the blood loss getting to him.

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    Jason gets hurt during a drug bust and decides not to get help. Don’t get him wrong, he wasn’t suicidal; if he wanted to kill himself he would have done so already (atleast that was what he told himself). Oh and there’s a cat!

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    28 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Scarecrow escaped Arkham and released a stronger strain of his fear toxin. In the ensuing scramble of fear affected Gotham citizens and the batfamily trying to ease the insanity, Nightwing's mask is knocked off... and every fear, regret and shred of guilt is unlocked from his buried memories.

    Based on numerous Epic the Musical Songs that I feel fits the trauma that Dick Grayson has faced, what he's buried, what he wanted people like his brother Jason to never learn about, what he wanted family and friends who have seen him struggle and shut down to never see that it still affects him and eats away at him, and the day that a woman took advantage of him in the worst way possible. When he was poisoned and unable to move and he's left wondering, is he the poison and the reason his life is in such disarray. He's not, but it's going to take the family he's kept in the dark to bring him back to the light.

    Trigger warning: This will have references to the canon rape that Dick Grayson went through, self harm and might be emotional to you.

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    28 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    who to go when your mind feels like cage? your mind combed through everyone yet your heart already decided. which is why you're standing outside Jason's apartment, his door staring back at you. was it always this daunting?

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    17 Nov 2025