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Ilya Rozanov kissing Shane Hollander at the 2017 All Stars game.



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    “My mother, she –” his voice shook, but he continued, “I had a dream about her. Just now. She – she told me something. That if I have letters to write, I have reasons to stay. And I – blyat’ – I’d have so many letters to write.”

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    Ilya attempts writing a "just-in-case" suicide letter to Shane, and then passes out for 16 hours where he has a very vivid dream about his mother. Shane finds Ilya's letter first, and then him passed out on the bed and (validly) assumes the worst. Happy ending though. I promise 🫶🏻

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    16 Apr 2026

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    “You’re mine,” Shane said again. Mine, mine, mine, the only thought in Shane’s head, a broken record he didn’t want to fix.
    Ilya nodded once in confirmation, his lips parted, his eyes lust blown, his mouth unable to form a coherent reply to whatever had possessed his boyfriend — is that what they were? Boyfriends? — his mind flooded with one word on repeat: Yours. Yours, yours, yours.

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    When Ilya suggests marrying Svetlana at the cottage, Shane fucks him into the couch.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane is crumpled motionless on the ground, curled in a ball, with Comeau kneeling on him, just hitting him. And hitting and hitting and throwing so many blows that Illya can’t count. He can’t see Shane’s face, but he very much can see that there’s blood on the ice. Blood on the toe Comeau’s skate. Blood flying from his knuckles. The puck is scattered away from them, as are their sticks.

    The entire arena is silent. Waiting for Comeau to stop screaming and hitting. Waiting for Shane to move. Waiting for someone to move.

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    the first Montreal vs. Ottawa game post-long game when Shane has joined the team goes...less than well when the Voyagers decide to play dirty.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “Ilya?” Shane gasps at the barely standing figure at his doorstep.

    “Sorry.” Ilya hiccups. “Did not know where else to go.” That’s the last thing he says before he collapses into Shane’s arms.

    Or the Fighter Ilya x Nurse Shane AU nobody asked for.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    The heart monitor Ilya is standing next to starts beeping really quickly. “Hey, why is this going crazy? Is this normal? Should I call for the nurse?”

    Shane giggles, his eyes tearing up. “No, it's not normal. But it's you, so…” He inclines his head and tucks his and Ilya's joined hands somewhere under his ear.

    “It's my heart, Ilya.” He croaks, his voice painfully scratchy. He points with his other hand at the monitor that is still beeping fairly fast. “It goes crazy because of you.”

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    13 Apr 2026