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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Euijoo’s poor heart is still beating too fast and loud and skipping too many beats to count as Euijoo stands there, stupidly frozen. He forces his eyes off of Nicholas for a few seconds to search for Maki in the crush of bodies, though a much larger piece of him stays there, on that stage; it always will, tethered in more ways than fate itself can count. Red string, soulmates, star-crossed lovers, whatever you want to call it, all of it ties him inextricably to Nicholas in ways he isn’t ready to admit on a random October night in the middle of a club. He’s not feeling it anymore; the atmosphere that had once afforded him the chance to forget and numb himself now pressed into him, making him panic as his eyes finally found Maki near the front of the stage. He wasn’t looking at the stage, too wrapped up in the bunny-like boy centimeters away from him to be paying attention. Euijoo hated to ruin his fun, but he had to leave. He had to leave now.

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    30 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    Nicholas’ body moves before his mind does. He shoves through the line of boys, ignoring the angry mutters, the hands that try to hold him back. His chest feels tight, each breath scraping his throat raw.

    He can’t lose her. Not like this.

    They’re twins—two halves of one whole, born thirteen minutes apart—she's older but he's always promised her to keep her safe from scraped knees to sleepless nights, he’s always been the one to shield her, to take the blame, to make her laugh when she cries.

    And now, as he watches her step forward, trembling under the Peacekeepers’ hands, he knows he can’t keep his promise. Not unless he does something reckless.

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    23 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    Weed, clubs, sex. Things didn't go as planned for Eujioo.

    And it was all due to that red-haired boy that talked to him on his first day of class.

    Nicholas.

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    03 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    The scent of citrus cleaner couldn't cover the smell of smoke. The expensive sweaters couldn't hide the bruising longing. Euijoo had spent three years trying to turn himself into a man who didn't need the ring, but one night at the academy proved that some rhythms are impossible to forget.

    What starts as a sparring session to test their reflexes ends as a desperate reclamation. Nicholas is done mopping up the mess of their past—he’s ready to make a new one, right on top of the desk where Euijoo tried to sign him away.

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    19 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Piercing the low clinking of cutlery came the harsh sound of a transistor radio, resting on the windowsill. The newsreader’s voice flowed neutral and impersonal, in keeping with the subdued tone of provincial news broadcasts:

    «...updates on the assault that took place last night outside the club in the city center. Two young men have been hospitalized in critical condition after being brutally beaten by a group of men. Witnesses report insults related to the victims' sexual orientation. Police are investigating for aggravated assault...»

    […] Nicholas didn’t lift his eyelids, yet Euijoo caught the tightening of his jaw, so tense it caused a muscle near his earlobe to vibrate. Mr. Wang set down his chopsticks with a sharp, irrevocable gesture. There was no turmoil in his voice, but a visceral contempt, more incisive than an invective.

    «Do you see what happens to these people, Nicholas?»

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    Nicholas and Euijoo fall in love, but their fear prevents them from living the way they both want. That’s wrong, but they can’t stop.

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    13 Apr 2026