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    After his transfer to the Ottawa Centaurs, Shane is determined to bond with his new pack and cement his place as head omega, even if his position had never been in doubt.

    This includes, much to Ilya’s amusement, a bit of pack-parenting for Luca Haas.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    The closet in the hall holds the thicker comforter that he sleeps with in the winter. Shane doesn’t recognize his own hands as he yanks it out from the top shelf, watching it tumble onto the floor and trail behind him as he hefts it into his bedroom, laying down on his bed and pulling it over him.

    He ducks his head underneath, blanketing his own sight in blue-tinted darkness. The ringing in his ears lessens, the ache behind his eyes softens. Shane knows what he’s done, but maybe if he just doesn’t think the word, it doesn’t have to be true. Maybe he can ignore all of these implications and keep doing what he’s been doing for so long, avoiding the change that looms over him like an executioner’s blade.

    The nest is still wrong.

    The realization makes his breath catch in his throat. Panic collapses like a dying star in his chest—not an outward explosion, loud and impossible to ignore, but a quiet implosion, the integrity of his choices quickly falling away in the face of instincts he’s been suppressing like this for five years.

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    Or, Shane and Ilya spontaneously bond. Neither of them are ready for the domino effect of consequences.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    omega shane with fangs in a world where omegas are actually fucking terrifying.

    and ilya wants him, blood and fangs and all.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “My fucking god, Hollander, you talk so much,” Rozanov says and Shane clenches his jaw. "I am not trying to set you up with Dom friend!”

    “What then? You came to rub it in or–”

    Rozanov throws his hands up in defeat and snaps, “Am trying to say; Hollander, I am Dom and I will Play with you, but you talk so fucking much I can not say this!”

    Shane freezes. There’s no laughter now. His stomach swoops and plummets. 

    “That’s not funny.”

    “Do I look like I am laughing, Hollander? Am serious.”

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Shane grew up with a few facts. 1. He was going to play in the NHL. 2. He was going to be a beta. 3. He was going to have a soul mark.

    Ilya grew up with a few facts. 1. His father was always right. 2. He shall not fail his family name. 3. Marry well and give alpha sons.

    Fate works in mysterious ways, and there is nothing easy about this match. When a chance encounter can turn a late-blooming Shane Hollander into a powerhouse in the Hockey world and a delectable mate carrying around Ilyas' handwriting on his collar. When responsibilities come knocking, what can they do? How could fate play a trick so cruel?

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    23 Dec 2025