PurePain



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    Atsushi didn't know what he was. He didn't know why he woke up alone in a darkened jail cell. He has no idea what he did wrong, until a man appears, and offers him a deal that he is powerless to refuse. Dark Era AU.

    Atsushi is Dazai's apprentice instead of Akutagawa.

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    22 Apr 2024

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    Amazing

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    Dazai Osamu had planned his death perfectly.
    One final step, a moment of weightlessness, then the longed-for silence. But he hadn't factored in gravity - nor Chuuya Nakahara, who refuses to let him go.
    Back in a world he thought he'd left behind, Dazai finds himself in a fragile limbo. As he exists amidst the wreckage of his failed plan, the clear line between Chuuya's deep resentment and another, far more dangerous emotion blurs.
    It's a risky game of dependence and suppressed loyalty, in which they both realize that the fall from the roof wasn't the end, but the beginning of a truth far heavier than death.

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    BSD BEAST AU

    Updated at least once a week.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Dazai wasn't even sure when—or where did fyodor get the syringe from.
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    Dazai laughed breathlessly, even as his legs began to betray him. “Wow….straight to drugging me? In least ask me out for dinner first”
    Fyodor caught him before he hit the ground, one arm wrapping around his back with almost gentle care for someone who was right now drugging their rival.
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    "Oh—dazai-kun still joking even while being drugged." He mused.
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    Dazai’s vision blurred at the edges. The room tilted again, heavier this time. He clenched his jaw, forcing his brian to stay alert.
    But then—it clicked..
    "Oh..Your....kidnapping me.."
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    "Yes."
    No denial. No flourish.No mocking
    Just pure undeniable confirmation like it was obvious to everyone—it probably was—.
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    Dazai swallowed hard,his brian slowly summiting to the drug that was being emptied into his system.
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    31 Jan 2026

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    Since his capture five years ago, Chuuya has been listed as missing. Shuuji, born during his capture, has no official papers to speak of. The ones used to get a seat on the plane are fake. Not one single document will endure actual, thorough inspection. The moment his son is apprehended, he will not be let go until they know for sure who his guardian is. Shuuji also has a little note in his pocket, a blank piece of paper that he’s supposed to keep with him at all times until he’s left in the care of his father.

    His other father.

    His next of kin.

    Once protected by the authorities, Shuuji is instructed to repeat the same sentence over and over again until he’s listened to. Shuuji will not cooperate until they do as he says.

    ‘Take me to the ADA.’

    Or: instead of a family reunion in the middle of the street, Shuuji meets his biological parent after escaping the evil organization that captured his dad five years ago. With the help of his father he may help save his dad before it's too late.

    Or-Or: What would have happened if Chuuya was taken captive years ago and has just now managed to spare his child the torment of a life in captivity.

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    31 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chuuya is fighting for every breath in a hospital ward his brother can barely afford, while Dazai is trying to throw his life away in a private suite he despises. It’s the illogical collision of a boy who wants to die and a boy who is being forced to—and neither of them is ready for what happens when they actually start to care.

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    30 Jan 2026