11 Works by R4ttails
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It’s around three hours after midnight, it somehow always is in the last time, and the sadness weighing down on his chest feels no lighter than during the daytime. Harry had left long ago, he’s not even sure if he had been here with him in the first place. Yet, as he looks at his drink clutched in his cold, excessively sweaty hand, he’s sure that something was wrong. Very wrong. Not the sort of wrong you could recover from, but an actual fuck-up.
It wasn’t the alcohol.
This was neither the three glasses of neat whiskey nor the molly. No, this was a whole lot fucking worse. The realization punches a deep hole into his stomach — he had been drugged.
He thinks he starts laughing. He doesn’t hear himself laugh. He only feels his lungs vibrate like a beehive in his chest.
And now, it was too late. Everything was too late.
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Jean gets kidnapped, Harry finds him three days after, all the while they're slowly getting lost amid the chasm of lust, denial and love.
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Three hundred years ago – with the birth of this isola – a countdown began. Slowly ticking. An hourglass with sand borrowed from a future that will never exist. Like a tear through time, a hole to compensate for all that is not supposed to be here yet.
The problem does not lie within the silence of the church. It lies within us.
Human consciousness.
Maybe the presence of a simple priest is what’s holding the world together. The low whisper of continuous prayer like bolts in the substance of humanity.
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Jean Vicquemare is a dolorian priest in Martinaise, battling with unwanted desires while simultaneously dealing with the porch collapse at his literal doorstep. Harry bumps right into Jean's carefully balanced temperance with the grace of a drunk bumblebee.
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Pushing the trans agenda through the rise of fascism or, Vicky in a dress having totally normal, regular thoughts and Harry prodding at the possibility like a cadaver sniffing dog at a corpse. Because he gets a kick out of teasing Jean :) Not like our Vicky minds much…
basically: gender-fucked Jean, just very, very deep inside the closet
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a god made of flesh and bone by R4ttails for tarotbean
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
08 Aug 2025
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Harry, unable to sleep, bothers Kim after-hours. Who will guess what they'll get up to..
Finally, the announced additional chapter to my previous work :)) Both work fine on their own!
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True love is possible, only in the next world by R4ttails
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
27 Jul 2025
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-for new people; It's too late for us. Some things are just doomed from the start. But you try saving them, nonetheless. That’s what makes their loss even worse. You tried. It just wasn’t enough. And you’ll keep blaming yourself till you find it. The fault in yourself.
Martinaise from Jean's POV, because he's very misunderstood and also so very miserable. This is NOT fun.
I had initially intended this to be an extra chapter for another work, but it works pretty well on it's own.
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Save for the occasional bottles of cheap beer laying in a pool of sticky fluid (yes, Harry had tried taking the last sip from a discarded bottle before Jean slapped it out of his hand), there were no signs of anyone having been here recently.
But Harry had insisted that there was something *super weird* with this building and they just had to investigate. Said the city told him or some bullshit.Harry and Jean explore an abandoned building and subsequent events
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I don't even know, art cop thinking about the implications of the words 'instrument' in regard to his body as well as realizing he wants Kim to trash him.
Set after the part in the doomed commercial area where Harry succeeds the Physical Instrument check to lift the barbell.
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This view of you, of the top of your head, makes me forgive you by R4ttails
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
15 Jun 2025
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'Want' was not a word Jean could afford to use. Even if he did, it always had a way of turning against him-punishment for daring to want more than was given to him.
But oh when he looked at Harry he could feel all his insides screaming, from his organs to the very cells and arteries that made up his body.Short exploration of their Dynamic, based on mitski's song eric
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The moment you first saw him some part in your brain whispered that he'd be your death sentence. But wasn't that exactly what you've been searching for your whole life? The quiet nothingness of death? It was easier to deal with the crushing weight of being alive when you knew that death could be just around the next corner
Harry gets shot and Jean the unstable bastard does not handle it well
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What you also enjoy, however, is Harry's body in motion. Thick, hairy and groaning with every heave of the bar. You try to refrain from staring, unsuccessfully one must add. Every time he catches you that god-awful expression makes way into his face as he continues his work like nothing happened. You're grateful for that at least, no unnecessary complications.
That being said, it doesn't escape your notice how he steals a glance when he thinks you're not looking, accompanied with his hand going to adjust his pants. You choose to ignore it. Ignoring the rising heat in your stomach whenever he does so.Sexy if you're a bit fucked in the head, also, Jean gets fucked in the head, so..
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𖦹If I said you could never touch me, you'd come over and say I looked lovely𖦹 by R4ttails
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
16 May 2025
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Asexual Kim. That's it. Plus a very smitten Harrier Du Bois
This took longer than I had anticipated so I hope you enjoy it!Slight internalized homophobia but it gets shut down pretty quickly