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    William was popular. Est was invisible. That should’ve been the end of it. But curiosity turned to affection, and affection turned to fear. Now William flinches at his own reflection, caught between what he wants and what he’s been told he’s allowed to want. And Est? Est just keeps pretending nothing ever happened. Because how do you miss something you never even had?

    Popular x Loser.
    Except it’s not your typical love story. It’s the kind that hurts before it even begins.

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    08 Nov 2025

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    Seokjin knew that nine years ago Rap Monster performed a show in a tiny club in Hongdae, had gone to the bathroom, and then had just…walked out. Never to be seen in the music industry ever again.

    Which is why when Seokjin jerked awake in the middle of the night, his arms flaying in an uncoordinated attempt to fight off whoever was trying to murder him, he didn’t actually murder Jungkook. Mostly because Jungkook was so strong now and had pressed all of his weight on top of Seokjin—but also because he was practically yelling—

    “New Rap Mon music just dropped on Soundcloud!”

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    06 Nov 2022

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    Ah Yuan is brought to the Cloud Recesses and exchanges the sun and its ashes for the clouds. Lan Wangji brings a boy home, calls him his son, and renews the promises he made.

    Or: Lan Sizhui is adopted by Lan Wangji and learns about his new life. Lan Wangji in turn learns about hope and living again.

    Written for Lan Sizhui’s birthday, because he is the Best Boy.

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    20 Jan 2020

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    Mystery Work

    Part of Haggly Holidays!, LWA
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 Jan 2020

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    She had loved him for far too long; and in the quiet of the night, she decides she has no choice left but to be honest with her feelings. It is one night;
    one kitchen;
    four words;
    and a handful of seconds she has spent months
    mulling over in her head.
    It was all that she could do;
    She loved him, but she had to let him go.

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    07 Jun 2019

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    He was the last person Namjoon expected to hear from - thought he was dreaming when he saw the email in his work inbox. It was short and simple, typical Hoseok. Just: We saw what happened. We’re so sorry. If you need get away for awhile, you’re always welcome to come stay with us - JH. He wonders now if Hoseok was surprised when he said yes. If Hoseok only extended the invitation because he didn’t think Namjoon would actually come.

    (Or: Namjoon chose a solo career and left Yoongi and Hoseok behind. Seven years later, after being outed by a Korean tabloid, he ends up on their couch in Queens, trying to face an uncertain future. And confront feelings that have persisted for nearly a decade.)

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    10 May 2019

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    Seokjin is not looking for a relationship – he’s been there, done that, lesson learned. So when he somehow ends up in a fuck buddy arrangement with supposed one-night-stand Namjoon, he knows that he needs to handle the fling without emotionally compromising himself. He’s definitely got this! (Dear reader, he did not have it.)

    Namjoon dropped the used condom onto the floor – gross – and said, “So, you have issues with sex.”

    Seokjin blinked at the virtual stranger whose bed he was in. “What the fuck? No, I don’t.” He processed the words. “Hey! Fuck you!”

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    24 Jan 2019

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    The paintbrush is poised above skin, ready to continue its work, but Hoseok finds that he's suddenly in far too deep. Now, the man beneath him has become the artist, coloring Hoseok’s world in vivid shades of passion.

     

    His trembling hand lets go, brush clattering to the floor, splattering paint.

    “Yoongi, I want you,” he whispers, voice low.

    The elder stares back at him with a peculiar expression. “I already agreed to let you paint me.”

    “No,” Hoseok rasps out, shaking. “Yoongi, I want you.”

     

    ———

    Haunted by strange dreams, Yoongi begins to question the blurry line between right and wrong. Hoseok has the perfect life, but yearns for a muse other than his provocative boyfriend. Unfortunately, these troubled men find each other before they find themselves.

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    01 Dec 2018

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    When Hoseok looks at him, all Yoongi can see is heartbreak so evident it hurts like a hundred knives to his back. This must be what it feels like to hold someone for the last time and realise that this is all you’re ever going to get.

    This is what the Earth must have felt like when the continents drifted farther and farther away from each other until Pangea ceased to exist.

    (or: yoongi and hoseok meet again for the first time 4 years after a terrible breakup. they might have changed a little, might have changed a lot, but the only important thing is now they both know that open hearts are hearts that are ready to heal, and this time around, they're ready to try their best.)

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    21 Nov 2018

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