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V.M. V.D.



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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Josh Dun used to have everything. A world championship title. Money. A family. A future.
    Now, his boxing career is over, his marriage is gone and he's drowning in debt, addiction and every bad decision that brought him here.
    Then DEMA comes to collect. The criminal organization has been watching him for longer than Josh realizes, and when he can no longer pay what he owes, he's dragged into a world where debts aren't settled with money alone. Fighting for DEMA is supposed to be his way out.
    Instead, it leads him straight to Blurryface.
    Cold, ruthless and dangerously unpredictable, the leader of DEMA is everything Josh should fear. A man who could ruin what's left of his life with a single order.
    But when Josh becomes his bodyguard, staying away from him is no longer an option.
    What begins with threats, violence and mutual hatred slowly turns into something neither of them knows how to control. Because behind the blood, the secrets and the name Blurryface is a man Josh was never supposed to get close to.

    And in DEMA, loving someone might be the most dangerous thing either of them could do.

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    24 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Shut the fuck up,” he ground out, their faces so close he could feel Togg’s breath on his lips.

    “Or what,” Togg whispered back, that tongue darting out again to lick his lips as his eyes flickered between Jog’s own and his lips, “You want to fuck me so bad it’s making you act stupid.”

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    Togg and Jog are rival sports commentators for different networks. But when they keep getting in each other's way at the Super Bowl, it was only going to be a matter of time before one of them snapped.

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    22 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Clancy has spent years learning how to survive outside Dema.

    He knows how to read maps, survive missions, and recognize danger before it reaches the camp. What he doesn’t know how to do is accept being cared for without wondering what it will cost him.

    Torchbearer is patient. He makes room for Clancy without asking him to explain why he needs it. Somewhere between shared missions, quiet nights by the fire, and moments neither of them quite knows how to name, Clancy begins to realize that being close to someone doesn’t have to mean losing himself.

    But old lessons are harder to leave behind than walls.

    When Clancy’s body begins demanding something he has spent years learning to fear, the boundaries between instinct, trust, and choice become harder to ignore.

    For the first time, Clancy has to decide what he wants when no one else is there to decide for him.

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    16 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    kitty Clancy letting off some steam after a long day. Torch is there to help.

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    13 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Josh is willingly locked up in Tyler’s basement, waiting to be used and beaten. Maybe it was masochistic, but he wouldn’t have it any other way.
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    Kinktober 2026 day 4, prompt: master/slave

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    13 Oct 2026