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Till Death Does Us Apart by Scarred_Beautiful

Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ - ลวิฬาร์ | Me and Thee - laWila (Webnovel), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV) RPF
10 Apr 2026
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Once I’m allowed to love, I’ll hurry back to love you.

The words, uttered in the gentle tone of love spilling over unashamed, were the softest promise, whispered in the space between them by the youngest Arseni, meant only for the heart he left behind in Bangkok to hear.

The look in Rome’s eyes as he’d whispered those words in the air between their breaths was devotion personified, and it was a painfully soft peek at the young boy under the man’s mask of being a mafia heir, the boy Mok had watched become the wonderful young man he was. Rome’s voice was soft as always, and his gaze softer, his touch on Mok as if the older was a prized artifact and not someone who could knock down gangs without breaking a sweat.

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English

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33,863

Chapters:

9/9

Comments:

37

Kudos:

276

Bookmarks:

33

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6,281
I Will Love You Better by Scarred_Beautiful

Fandoms: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV), มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) RPF, มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ - ลวิฬาร์ | Me and Thee - laWila (Webnovel)
10 Jan 2026
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“I don’t want to… do this alone, Tawan,” Aran muttered against his chest, breaking the silence.
Tawan’s hold around him tightened just the littlest bit, careful not to hurt him. His heart clenched again, painfully, making it hard to breathe. He didn’t deserve this yet, didn’t deserve to hold something so precious, so fragile, when he could destroy it with a single wrong move, when he’d gotten so close to ruining it. But here Aran was, willingly, letting him be here. This was a privilege Tawan swore he’d prove worthy of. “You won’t have to, Ran. I’m so sorry, I am so sorry.”
Then, Aran titled his head up a little, eyes glossy, cheeks damp, twisting Tawan’s heart. He lifted a trembling hand to gently cup Tawan’s face, wiping away the onslaught of seemingly never-ending tears of the older. “Please, get better, Tawan.”

Canon divergent AU-- imagine if the last fight between Tawan and Aran played out a little differently.

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English

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5,728

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

8

Kudos:

71

Bookmarks:

14

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887
In The Name Of Love by Scarred_Beautiful

Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025), 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025) RPF
30 Dec 2025
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If I told you this was only gonna hurt
If I warned you that the fire's gonna burn
Would you walk in? Would you let me do it first?
Do it all in the name of love
Would you let me lead you even when you're blind?
In the darkness, in the middle of the night
In the silence, when there's no one by your side
Would you call in the name of love?

If I told you we could bathe in all the lights
Would you rise up, come and meet me in the sky?
Would you trust me when you're jumping from the heights?
Would you fall in the name of love?

When there's madness, when there's poison in your head
When the sadness leaves you broken in your bed
I will hold you in the depths of your despair
And it's all in the name of love

I wanna testify
Scream in the holy light
You bring me back to life
And it's all in the name of love

canon divergent AU where Gao Tu and Shen Wenlang face a life threatening situation that forces them to confront their feelings sooner, leading to different but-- supposedly-- better outcomes. (loosely inspired from the earth quake incident featuring Sheng Shaoyou and Hua Yong)

Series
- Part 2 of ABO Desire
- Part 2 of Make It Right (Wenlang & Gao Tu in a better universe)
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English

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30,025

Chapters:

6/6

Comments:

41

Kudos:

337

Bookmarks:

66

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6,132
Before You Go by Scarred_Beautiful

Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025), 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025) RPF, 關於未知的我們 | Unknown (TV 2024) RPF, 關於未知的我們 | Unknown (TV 2024), 大哥 | Brother - priest
02 Oct 2025
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So, before you go,
Was there something I could've said to make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather.
So, before you go,
Was there something I could've said to make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless.
So, before you go...

Canon divergent AU where Shen Wenlang adamantly digs deeper than what Gao Tu let on after the omega resigned.

Series
- Part 1 of ABO Desire
- Part 1 of Make It Right (Wenlang & Gao Tu in a better universe)
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English

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15,215

Chapters:

8/8

Comments:

48

Kudos:

473

Bookmarks:

68

Hits:

9,426
Sometimes, Mistakes Make Destiny by Scarred_Beautiful

Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
05 Jul 2024
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Mistakes are mistakes. They aren't made. They end up happening.
Miracles are the same. We can't make them but we want them. They happen.
No one likes to make mistakes but everyone wants miracles.

But sometimes, mistakes mend more than miracles.
Sometimes, mistakes make destiny.

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English

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2,240

Chapters:

3/?

Comments:

4

Kudos:

7

Bookmarks:

3

Hits:

249

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