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i didn’t want to see you go (i know i made you cry) by notexactlylegal
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Jun 2026
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“Shane…”
“Please. Please, please.”
He’s begging now. Begging Ilya to take him back. To forget everything that happened in Tampa. It would be hard, but he would do it. He would do anything to keep Ilya.
“I’ll do anything,” he tells him. “I’ll do anything you want, just please don’t… Please don’t do this. I mean it - I can pretend I don’t feel anything. Please, just… just take me back. Let me come back to you, I’ll be so good for you. Please. ”
Ilya doesn’t answer. He’s so quiet on the other end of the phone, that Shane has to check his screen if the call is still going. It is.
“Ilya?” he whispers.
“Shane,” Ilya whispers back. “Please hang up the phone.”- or, shane's accident never happens and ilya follows through with his promise to break things off with shane, only to regret it immediately, especially when shane calls him drunk and upset
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03 Sep 2026
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Hollanov Studies by MinaLogan
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Sep 2026
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NSFW art studies of Shane and Ilya
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14 Aug 2026
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He has one last chance to act before he loses her forever. This time he's not going to let it go.
Brocket Hall alternative ending. 1x03 the costume ball scene fix.
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06 Aug 2026
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One last bump on the road by Aksbe
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Aug 2026
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Things work a certain way. You meet someone, date them, fall in love, propose, get married and then spend the rest of your lives together. Shane and Ilya have already done most of that... if not slightly out of order and with years of stupidity, pining and generally doing things the hard way.
Their wedding is the easy part, all smooth sailing from here on out.
...yeah, no.
Turns out, there's a tiny itsy bitsy problem.
It absolutely shouldn't exist, can't be ignored, and might just derail everything.And it's also very, very them.
Not only do they have to survive the public whirlwind this puts them through, but they also have to mend the cracks that have formed in their relationship.
Can they find their way back to each other and meet them at the altar again?
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05 Aug 2026
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Alternate ending to the scene from Brocket Hall (episode 3) where Victoria confesses her love to Lord Melbourne and he responds.
‘Please,’ she whispered wetly, ‘I know you would never ask it of me, and so I must ask it of you. You, above everyone else, are who I want to give my heart to. I know you would cherish it.’
An alternate ending from the TV scene.
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04 Aug 2026
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Your place or mine? by paperclouds
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Mar 2026
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“Well,” Shane says, biting his lip, “I've just always wondered what it would have been like to be her, you know?”
Ilya frowns. “Who?”
“That girl. The one you went home with that night. Or any of them, really.”
Or: That night in the club haunts Shane too. Shane asks Ilya for an anonymous one night stand. Ilya has a hard time not being too in love with his husband to fulfill his fantasy.
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28 Jul 2026
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don't mess with my man (don't mess with my boy) by paperclouds
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 May 2026
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Shane Hollander doesn't fight. That's what everyone always says. But that doesn't mean that he can't, when someone fucks with what matters.
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During Shane’s first season as a Centaur, he learns to ignore it when the Metros start throwing chirps his way. But when one of them goes after his husband in the one way that could actually hurt him, Shane handles it the logical way: he drops his gloves. (And later, he drops to his knees.)
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28 Jul 2026
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for as long as there's light (for as long as you last) by paperclouds
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Jul 2026
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Ilya is on a downward spiral in Boston, and he doesn't know how to get out of it. Shane knows that something is wrong, but he can't work out what.
Several hours and one long drive later, they get exactly what they need: each other.
An exploration of Ilya's depression, codependency and (lack of) communication in the year between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game.
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28 Jul 2026
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And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”
He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.
Fuck that.
If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.Series
- Part 5 of Episode Aftercare
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28 Jul 2026
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Shane becomes sick while they're at the cottage. He spirals about it. Ilya loves him. That's it, that's the fic.
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25 Jul 2026
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a moonbeam in your hand by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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"We have newest member of the team with us today, as you all have seen.”
Shane glanced up again, watching as the captain gestured vaguely toward Shane without looking at him. “Shane Hollander.” The name came out of his mouth like it was laced with poison.
Shane became very aware of many eyes turning to him now. He felt a few claps on the back and tried to force a tight smile. But his eyes wandered back up to Ilya Rozanov, who was looking at him with so much quiet contempt, that Shane started to understand the phrase ‘if looks could kill.’
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OR: Ilya spirals into a deep depression when Shane breaks things off with him definitively after a horrifying run in with their feelings (and tuna melts).
They go no contact for close to a year until Shane is unexpectedly traded to Boston the following season.
Shane finds his new captain is a version of Ilya he's never seen before: dark, icy, and distant.
But their newfound proximity mixed with old feelings creates a complicated dynamic that they can't ignore forever.
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24 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander had decided it was time to have feelings. To make them known at least, and now the same determination that drove him down the ice toward the goal was aimed at Ilya; aimed at the very heart of him.
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21 Jul 2026
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“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
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18 Jul 2026
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It’s been three years since Shane took that awful hit on the ice. Ilya knows Shane is fine, but his nightmares tell him otherwise.
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18 Jan 2026
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I Don't Need Drugs ('Cause I'm Already High Enough) by lipstickliterature
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Dec 2025
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Shane has an emergency wisdom tooth extraction.
Ilya takes care of him.
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18 Jan 2026
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“So, now what?” Ilya asks from beside him. “We go home, eat maybe another eight burgers and we fuck?”
“You’re so poetic.” Shane rolls his eyes, but he can’t help his smile.
Ilya shrugs. “Is poetry, yes.”
“What is?”
"Us."
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Shane and Ilya return home to the cottage after meeting with Shane's parents. (And yes, they fuck)
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18 Jan 2026
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Shane’s fingertips lazily trace down the middle of his back, and then tap their way back up. Ilya wants to die here.
“If you could be any animal,” Shane asks, yawning in the middle of the sentence, “what animal would you be?”
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18 Jan 2026