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    “Ratio?” he asks, stepping a bit closer. “It’s me, Aventurine. Are you… do you want to go home?”

    At the mention of his name, Ratio stills, a light startle in his step as he turns to face Aventurine. He drops his hands, lacing them back together in front of him. He looks dazed, normal intensity lost from his eyes as they open glassy and vacant. They flex wide with recognition, but he doesn’t say anything.

    Ratio goes quiet, and Aventurine doesn't know what to do.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    “Math?” And a published academic journal, at that?

    “Yes.” Ratio returns the book to his bag, carrying on, but Aventurine’s stuck on the fact that this is apparently what he does in his free time outside of composing music.

    “…I thought you were a pianist.”

    “I am a pianist.”

    “But– math?” Even Aventurine doesn’t spend that much time thinking about math, and he spends twelve hours a day staring at financial models.

    “Does it not occur to you that it's possible to have more than one interest?”

    Aventurine lives the same week on repeat: eighty hours of his soul-sucking high finance job, then two nights of dancing off the stress to the beat of his favorite anonymous DJ. His move into a luxury apartment building brings him next door to Ratio, an esteemed classical composer with a love for piano. Eager to make a good impression, Aventurine keeps his clubbing habit under wraps — but he’s not the only one hiding secrets under strobe lights.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Taking a nice long drag from my cig with this one... just go read it, it's like straight crack holy. I fully grasp why it's so well beloved, many a kudos to catboykitchen of the high golden ratio courts!

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    In his early days as a slave, Aventurine was subjected to neuro-reprogramming that, when activated, makes him mindlessly obedient. Thankfully, the program was scrapped, and it’s been over a decade since he’s even seen someone who knows the key phrase – but Aventurine’s luck runs out while he’s crashing Ratio’s vacation.

    Naturally, Ratio is not content to let some bottom feeding slaver make off with one of his few friends. Offering further assistance, however, leads to unforeseen consequences - because as Ratio begins researching Aventurine’s condition and searching for a way to free him from it, their feelings for one another begin to change. But Ratio is all too aware of the ethical issues of being involved with a patient, especially one who has given him so much power over their mind . . . and as for Aventurine, Ratio is the one person he can't risk losing.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Waiting, waiting... gosh this is so good! The characterisations are so acurate, yet so fun ><. Even the side characters feel so real that the story would read as that much more empty without them

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    On October 18th, 2019, Yuuri Katsuki finds himself at the first Grand Prix Event of his newly minted senior division debut, surrounded by the elite skaters he has adored since his preteen years. Unyielding and hungry for victory, he manages to podium, but not without consequence. Disappointed and wounded by his idol’s cruel choice of words, he sets out to prove himself worthy of the win, suffering through countless competitions and insecurities as he becomes a recognizable name in the world of figure skating.

    On that same day, twenty one year old Viktor Nikiforov met his match. Two miles deep in the closet and fed up with the Russian skating federation’s suspicious behavior in regards to that fact, he notices a distinct shift take place within himself. Feeling bitter about the results of an unjust judging panel, Nikiforov takes his frustrations out on the bright eyed newbie.

    …Aka; the modern day rivals to lovers fic you didn’t know you needed!

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    05 Jun 2024

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    AAAAAAAA
    AAAAAAAA
    I LOVE THIS
    SHAKESPEAREAN
    NEEDS TO BE IN THE LIBRARY ON CONGRESS
    IF THE LIBRARY OF ALEXANDER STILL EXISTED ISTG-
    Imma re-red bc i lost my place ugh the complexities are the life and death of me 😖

    *Edit 10/01/25: So I actually re-read until chapter 52, i will be binding this after completion and i can say it hands down that this is the best YOI fic that'll ever be written and nothing can top it. Thank you author for giving me something to think about until my deathbed

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    After witnessing something unbelievable and terrifying deep in the mines, D3rlord can't stop thinking of the ominous King that haunts his dream. Against all sense, he decides to return to the crossroads to sate his burning curiosity.

    The King in Yellow satiates that and more.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Uhmmm
    This awakened something in me... very well written