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you know i didn't want to have to haunt you by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Aug 2023
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“I want to see him,” Andrew decides.
“They won’t let you,” Wymack tells him.
Andrew grits out, “They don’t get to decide that.”
Wymack’s eyes never stop searching him. “They do.”
Andrew can’t look at anything. He sounds awfully, condemningly and absolutely indifferent. “They don’t get to decide he’s dead.”
“They did,” Wymack says.
A hospital has never been so fucking quiet.
Or Neil dies in Baltimore but doesn’t quite leave. This a look into the complexity of Andrew’s trauma, grief, and psychosis that manifests itself as the undying ghost of Neil Josten. Reality and sanity are fragile concepts that Andrew isn’t too concerned about anymore; not if it means never letting Neil go, again and again and again. He made a promise, after all.
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03 Aug 2026
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i was told that i was vital in the plan to save my life by cyanica
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Nov 2024
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“I'm pregnant.”
Andrew’s words stay in the air like smoke, like the embers of his cigarette still clinging to their life, despite everything.
“Okay,” Neil says. Breathes. It’s easy, as if it’s the worst thing he’s ever had to say and that doesn’t even matter to him. Andrew wants to kill him.
Or two months after November, everything comes undone again. Andrew decides he deserves better than this.
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01 Aug 2026
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Neil, on the run, ends up on a remote ranch in the west.
He has no intention to stay, until he does.
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01 Aug 2026
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What We Leave Behind by Booksaremeanttoberead1998
Fandom All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Jun 2026
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Raven!Neil AU.
Jean. Kevin. Neil.
Three boys raised in the Nest.
Two of them made it out.
One of them is still there.Or: Jean is trying to survive in California, Kevin is trying not to look back, and Neil is still exactly where they left him.
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