tolya (SolarSystem)
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"βάπτω and βαπτίζω in Hellenism had the general usage of 'immersion', 'going under' (as a material in a liquid dye) or 'perishing' (as in a ship sinking or a person drowning)."
This isn’t supposed to happen, he chants deliriously in his head while his throat howls out the only word it can utter ever since he scrambled out of their car. Chlorine clings to his tongue.
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starstruck by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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The irony was not lost on him. He was a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable man playing a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable character. He'd heard of actors who became lost in their roles until playscripts blurred with reality. He wondered if Ilya existed for Olezha or if Olezha existed for Ilya.
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so that's it, huh? by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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he said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64, and I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.
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He awoke with a slight start, his mind still fogged with sleep. Slowly, he registered his surroundings- the yellow painted walls dulled by shadows, the soft throw pillow beneath his head, and the slightly scratchy fabric of something thrown over his body. The last sensation struck him as odd. Shakes shuffled to his elbows and squinted as his eyes acclimated to the dark. The undeniable red of the Supa Strikas' uniform jacket was splayed across his chest like a makeshift blanket.
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No myths, no legends, only men.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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to love is to suffer (and there can be no love otherwise) by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: Metro 2033 & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2024
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As if conceding one could not live without the other.
A promise of shared blood.
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Otacon’s a bored agent increasingly disillusioned with his role in the FBI, when he hooks up with a depressed ex-Foxhound agent.
Prompt 6: Alternate Universe
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- Part 6 of OtasuneWeek23
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
18 Oct 2025
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In the months following Snake's final mission, he lives life to the fullest until his body can't keep up with him anymore. Wasting away in a Manhattan apartment, watching Otacon's mental state deteriorate day by day, it seems like this is simply how their story comes to an end. Unbeknownst to him, Otacon isn't ready to give up—and neither is Sunny.
Persuaded to try experimental gene therapy far away from home, Snake finds himself realizing just how much he's been willfully ignoring about those closest to him... and just how much he will lose, if this doesn't work.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
18 Oct 2025
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Otacon wants to cook something delicious for Snake, but he isn't very good at it...
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
17 Oct 2025
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Given my love of taking dark and gritty things and making them light and fluffy, I suppose that in a monkeys writing Hamlet sort of way it was inevitable that I would write a Metal Gear high school AU where the various Snake brothers actually are obnoxious teenagers instead of just acting like it, and where Otacon's family situation is not yet completely hopeless.
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- Part 1 of A Nest Of Snakes
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Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
15 Oct 2025
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For a kink meme prompt. The three men in charge of Shadow Moses start to take notice of one of their engineers.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
13 Oct 2025