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starstruck by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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The irony was not lost on him. He was a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable man playing a selfish, insufferable, and unlikeable character. He'd heard of actors who became lost in their roles until playscripts blurred with reality. He wondered if Ilya existed for Olezha or if Olezha existed for Ilya.
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so that's it, huh? by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Дух Mоей Oбщаги | My Student Spirit (Cartoon)
22 Aug 2025
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he said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64, and I can play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor.
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He awoke with a slight start, his mind still fogged with sleep. Slowly, he registered his surroundings- the yellow painted walls dulled by shadows, the soft throw pillow beneath his head, and the slightly scratchy fabric of something thrown over his body. The last sensation struck him as odd. Shakes shuffled to his elbows and squinted as his eyes acclimated to the dark. The undeniable red of the Supa Strikas' uniform jacket was splayed across his chest like a makeshift blanket.
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No myths, no legends, only men.
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But leave the stump of its roots in the earth, bound with a band of iron and bronze, amid the tender grass of the field.
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He cast a glance at Byron's twitching figure. He'd been doing him a favor, removing those chips, two birds with one stone. Hadn't he?
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- Part 1 of dog teeth
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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to love is to suffer (and there can be no love otherwise) by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom: Metro 2033 & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2024
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As if conceding one could not live without the other.
A promise of shared blood.
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For a kink meme prompt. The three men in charge of Shadow Moses start to take notice of one of their engineers.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
13 Oct 2025
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Otacon, and Snake, and the philosophy of the misanthrope.
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- Part 1 of ganymede
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
13 Oct 2025
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In another life, Outer Heaven is just a name for David’s front yard, and Solid Snake is a hero that only exists on the playground. Hal and David grow up together and save the world.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
13 Oct 2025
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5 times Hal convinced himself he wasn't in love with his best friend, and the 1 time he let it be
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
11 Oct 2025
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“I think our rendezvous point is a gay bar,” Hal observed, voice low.
There was considered silence, then rustling as Dave — no, Pliskin, he remembered they weren’t supposed to know each other — produced a matchbook and a cigarette, taking his time in lighting it. “That a problem?”
Post-Tanker Incident. Snake and Otacon deal with repression, impulsiveness, and the consequences of trying to have your cake and eat it too.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
10 Oct 2025