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if i was to hold one hand over my face now by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandoms: Metal Gear (Video Games)
26 Mar 2026
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Days go by. Hal wants and wants and wants.
How could he explain that he could break his arm without even trying? Without meaning to? He could tear through his skin and flesh with his dull nails- get too excited and blink back to a bloodbath. He was a powder keg waiting to go and Hal's touch was a flame in the freezing cold.
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- Part 2 of guardian angel
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Hal stumbles across something in Snake's closet.
Snake stiffened even more, rubbing his hand over his wrist. The gap between his next reply was even longer, and when he spoke, it felt like each syllable was pulling teeth from his mouth. "Wanted. Wanted to feel close."
Hal allowed those words to process in his head. The gears slowly churned. "To me?"
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- Part 1 of guardian angel
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But the thing is, Snake's been trained to wait. One of the hardest parts of Miller's regimen weren't the grueling drills that pushed your body to its limit- it was learning to do nothing but stare at a vacant wall for hours and still remain alert. Most rookies cracked within the first few hours. Those who did were sentenced to suffer another eternity in hell.
Compared to that, watching Hal slowly come apart under his hands is a goddamn treat.
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A mission goes wrong and Hal is gone. But he's still there to pick up the pieces.
His calloused thumb brushes against Hal's lovely, bloodied face and Snake doesn't try to take more beyond that. His love is the kind of love that rots.
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"Christ, Hal," He murmured. His palm rested heavily against his partner's jaw. "Tell me what you want."
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An AU where Snake remained in the government's clutches as the perfect soldier of the Les Enfants Terrible project and is sent to investigate Armstech and their secret development of the bioweapon Foxdie. Hal works at Armstech as an engineer and catches his eye. Believing to find him suspicious, Snake keeps watch over him, only to quickly fall in love with him.
Hal is attacked by mercenaries when he gets too close to the discovery of Foxdie and is rescued by Snake, who he finds out has been stalking him. Together, Snake learns how to accept that he's a person, and Hal learns how to live without a mask.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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Something soft but aching panged in his heart as he looked at these little ones, and wondered how many of them were siblings. How many of them shared parents in some way or another. How much did they resemble their parents, he wondered. Would Rocky and Adrian's kids resemble either of them? He hoped so. Adrian's green, Rocky's carapace. Their passion for science, their curiosity and kindness. Their love for each other, and him. He wouldn't get to see them grow up. Eridians lived for so long, and humans… didn't. They wouldn't even be in their teens when he died.
AKA the one where Dr. Ryland Grace gets baby fever, and his mates are more than happy to accommodate.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
28 Apr 2026
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A Doggy is Nottin' If He Don' Have A Bone (Hold Doggy, Hold Ya Bone!) by gojibstar
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
16 Apr 2026
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The next thing he’s aware of is Rocky’s voice, carefully intent. This means he’s discovered something new and is absolutely not going to let it go.
“Grace is ♪♫♪♫, question?”
“Huh?”
“Need word,” Rocky trills, “Domestic companion organisms. Lives in habitat of more capable species. Does not build structures. Does not contribute to heavy engineering. These common, on Erid, in units, for morale. They make noise and trip over own appendages. Cute and stupid
That is a lot of words, and Grace is pointedly half-asleep. They trickle over him in lazy streams of thought as he sips his coffee, through his early, “it-is-maybe-morning” fog…
—And then he nearly chokes on his coffee, cheeks flushed bright, bright red.
“Are you calling me your pet?”
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Or: Grace gets a boner, and all roads lead to Pet Play
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- Part 1 of The Galaxy’s Golden Retriever
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
26 Apr 2026
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Faithful (should I go on with no further trace of you?) by pleniluneheron
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026)
20 Apr 2026
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Rocky had fallen in love with Grace long ago. There were many reasons, even now, not to act on this love. Telling Grace would likely make it uncomfortable and add stress to its already very stressful short life. Their journey to Erid would last under four Earth years, which is practically nothing in the grand scheme of things. Rocky would soon be reunited with all his friends and family, and of course, his lovely bond mate.
All this to say, it would be an unspeakably stupid, selfish, illogical decision to approach Grace romantically. A decision Rocky knows he would regret for the remaining 300 years of his life. He knows he will regret it, and so he makes peace with keeping it to himself. He loves being Grace’s dearest friend. That’s plenty enough to quiet the voices in his head.
One day, while watching Grace sleep, he learns that Grace reciprocates his feelings.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
26 Apr 2026
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crawl into my heart, take me apart by flirty_vagabond
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
20 Apr 2026
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“Here–is this better?” I say, unable to look back at him even as I hear his constant tapping directly in front of my butt.
“No. No see. View inhibited. Move obstructing parts.”
My face heats instantly and I feel the flush travel down my neck and chest. I shake my head. “No, Rock, I’m not—I’m not spreading my cheeks for you just so you can stare at my, stare at my—” I cut myself off and move to turn back around.
“Grace.” Rocky’s voice has lowered to the near threshold of my capacity to discern it. I feel the word more than I can hear it, the vibrations rocking through me and making me gasp with its intensity. “Show.”
or, alternatively: rocky and grace finally get down and freaky with it-- wherein grace shows hole and rocky has a revelation.
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- Part 3 of Savior of Love Series
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
25 Apr 2026
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“Grace!” Rocky says. “Look!”
I look. Then I gasp.
“Is Adrian!” Rocky says.
(or, what happens once Ryland Grace becomes the sole human inhabitant of Erid.)
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- Part 1 of Project Hail Mary
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Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
24 Apr 2026
