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    “It was bad sex.” Kevin shrugged. “I’d assume any sex I’d have wouldn’t feel very–”
    “Did you want him to touch you.” Andrew’s voice was soft and damning.
    “It’s complicated.”
    “It shouldn’t be,” Andrew said. “Sex can be complicated, but wanting someone to touch you isn’t.”
    “That didn’t matter to Riko.”
    “I’m asking if it mattered to you.”

    Andrew and Neil learn a new piece of Kevin's past in the Nest.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Killed me

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    The Pros were never in the cards. Not for an ex-medicated alleged psychotic with a dysfunctional family and an Exy career he’d rather not have. But even if it wasn't his first choice, no matter what happens, it can’t possibly be worse than that one fucked up sophomore year when he stood toe to toe with the Yakuza-and won.

    At least, that’s what Andrew thinks until a familiar face shows up.

    Another Raven!Neil AU. Or, the one where the boys don’t meet until the Pros.

     

    **Currently updating once a month.**

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    13 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    They’re playing pro and the yakuza is still playing with their lives. Lots of exy (everyone say thank you).

    Song Recs:
    Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls
    Busyhead by Noah Kahan
    Butchered Tongue by Hozier
    411 by Bears in Trees
    Plastic by Moses Sumney
    Dancing With Our Hands Tied by Taylor Swift
    Big God by Florence and the Machine
    The Albatross by Taylor Swift
    Close Behind by Noah Kahan
    San Luis by Gregory Alan Isakov
    Remember by Jodi
    Nectar of the Gods by Lana Del Rey
    Orpheus by Shawn James
    Shrike by Hozier
    Dirty Imbecile by The Happy Fits
    Wildflower Wildfire by Lana Del Rey
    Keira’s Song by Blegh
    Moderation by Florence and the Machine
    Birds of a Feather by Billie Eilish
    Snow Angel by Renee Rapp
    Ulysses’ Gaze: 9. By Litany
    Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day
    Born Ready by Zayde Wolf
    Some Unholy War by Amy Winehouse
    Brick x Brick by Fightmaster
    Skin by Hans Williams
    Which Witch by Florence and the Machine
    Jane by Girlpool
    With the Lights On by Jensen McRae
    Complex (Live with Strings) by Katie Gregson-MacLeod
    The Fall by Gregory Alan Isakov
    I'll Be Your Mirror by The Velvet Underground and Nico
    Girls Are Mean by Boyish: Allison
    Tyrants by Sam Fender
    Mine - Stripped by Orla Gartland
    Mundane Song by Charlie Wilde and Benjamin Trillad

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    Wymack grunted. “Hey, why don’t I call in takeout from Sweeties and we can eat it in the office? I have a sixteen year old boy in the back of the patrol car right now that I’m running to the station.”

    Andrew scoffed quietly to himself and set the phone on speaker to light his cigarette. Muffled, he said, “He better be eye candy if I’m coming to that dump.”

    Andrew inhaled deep and closed his eyes for a moment before blowing the smoke out through his teeth. On the other end of the phone, just as he was bringing the cigarette back for another drag, he heard Wymack say, “Hey, my son wants to know if you’re cute.”

    Andrew coughed up his lung at that surprise, but he didn’t miss the way that a distant voice piped up with “I want to say yes, sir.”

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    Andrew and Aaron lived under two loose rules after Andrew’s stint in juvie: No more lying, no more secrets. Andrew already had years old secrets to take to the grave, but upon meeting a boy with a fiery attitude and a penchant against staying out of trouble, he quickly realized that he wasn’t the only one.

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    03 Mar 2025

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    So I don’t forget

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    Kevin Day, one half of the world famous pop duo Nevermore, just wants to step out of Riko's shadow - and out from underneath him too. It takes a car crash to get free, but Andrew and Neil are there to pick up the pieces.

    Sometimes it just takes a little drama to get back to the place you were supposed to be the whole time.

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    14 Sep 2024

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    "I know it's not your first tattoo, but I'll still walk you through what's going to happen because it's your first time in our studio," Neil says. It's policy, but it might also help to calm both of their nerves to go through the basic rules and procedures.
    Andrew Joseph Minyard.
    Jesus.
    He's going to tattoo Andrew Joseph Minyard.

    Neil never got invited to join the Foxes and works as a tattoo artist now. Andrew finds his way under Neil's needle.

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    31 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cigarettes and biological bdsm, sign me up

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    Breathe by Briston Maroney
    For Now by Lutalo