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    "Maddie." Eddie’s fear matches her own when they meet each other’s eyes again. “You gotta get out. We don’t have time…”

    “I’m not leaving you.”

    “What about Jee, Maddie?” Eddie grabs it like the steel frame in his side and jams it straight through her heart. “Who’d you rather leave? Me or her?”

    For a moment, she thinks of how simple it would be. How badly she wants to get out. To remove the danger, to remove the possibility of leaving Jee, again, of leaving Chimney again. She could get out of the car. She could survive this.

    Some part of her wants to, so bad, but she’s staring at Eddie, and thinking of Buck’s shaking hands after he got shot, thinking of Eddie spinning Christopher at the fire station, thinking of all the things this world has to lose if it loses Eddie Diaz. Thinking of all the things her brother would lose.

    Thinking of all the things she would lose.

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    Eddie and Maddie end up in an impossible situation.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Maybe he just needs to meet the right person. That’ll help with the giant best friend-shaped hole in his chest. He clicks the end of his pen and writes:

    I’ll meet the love of my life tomorrow.

     

    Or, Buck's journal grants wishes. It's not his fault that the only things he wants are the things he can't have.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    When the wound of Chris leaving was super fresh, Eddie tried to isolate himself, whipping every excuse into the air to be alone but Buck would invite himself to come over anyway. He eventually just let Buck hang out with him without the back and forth. Sometimes, he would try to get Eddie to leave the house; pester him to go on a walk with him, go out for a bite, or just for a drive. Don’t push too hard, he’ll resent you, a voice whispers to him. But it was the thought of Eddie sitting in an empty home, sad and lonely and guilt-ridden, it made him sick to his stomach.

    Honestly, Buck just really wants to help.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    “Sorry,” Eddie chokes, “about the… voicemail.”

    Buck feels Eddie’s hand slacken in his. Watches the light in his eyes start to dim, and Buck yanks at his arm. “No, no – no, don’t… don’t be sorry. You…” He wants to wait because if he says it now, he’s admitting Eddie might not make it. “You know how I feel, Eddie.”

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    It's a plane crash. It's always a plane crash.

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    07 Jun 2025

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    LAFD Updates (@L*A*F*D_Metro)
    LAFD Alert: Red-level traffic on Gardiner Road this morning. If you are trying to get into the city centre consider taking Westerley Lane.

    buck 🔥🔥 (@firebuck)
    so true bestie
    or, Eddie mans the LAFD Twitter account. Buck tries to be supportive.

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    20 May 2025