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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got married in secret and for two whole years, they lived their life quietly.
They broke apart quietly, too.
The worst part is that none of it feels right. Not their continued rivalry on the ice, not the divorce papers on Shane’s table, and definitely not the idea of saying goodbye. There are too many wounds untouched, too many things left unsaid, and too much love between them still.
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12 Mar 2026
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Shane takes the divorce certificate out of his inner jacket pocket and just looks it over again, letting it sink in. He realizes just how miserable it feels to be holding something that so plainly says in black and white something that Shane has never really had to grapple with before.
He failed.
At thirty years old, Shane Hollander is divorced and miserable and forced to start his life over. That much is bad enough. Then the Metros sign a new center who's freshly transferred from the KHL, and Shane knows he's really fucked.
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12 Mar 2026
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Shane did not want to be here right now.
At that moment, 'here' was the rear of a raised podium in the ballroom of the Plaza in Manhattan, dressed up in a finely tailored suit. He was lined up with other MHL players, about to be paraded across the stage at a charity auction like a piece of meat.
It had been his mother's idea.
"It's for a good cause," she'd insisted—and who was Shane to say no to his mother?
Doing this for his mother didn't make it any easier to accept that not only was Scott fucking Hunter there, but so was Ilya—the one person who could either make everything better or make it all exponentially worse.
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I Keep You Safe by ShutUpGwen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
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Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
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10 Mar 2026
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The Weight of the Light by shanesmouthguard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Two years into their run as teammates, the "First Couple of Hockey" has reached an internal collapse. Shane Hollander is spiraling into a dangerous obsession with bodily control, while Ilya Rozanov has succumbed to a deep, depressive episode. When their mutual resentment finally erupts into an on-ice altercation during practice, they are forced into a two-week suspension. Trapped together in the suffocating silence of their home, they must confront the physical and emotional wreckage of their marriage before they both completely fade away.
This story explores a much darker timeline for Shane and Ilya during their second year together in Ottawa. Please take the content warnings seriously, as this fic deals heavily with the physical and psychological toll of their high-profile relationship, including disordered eating, unmedicated depression, and a breakdown of their domestic safety. If you feel like any of these things might trigger you, please prioritize your peace and step away from this story. Your wellbeing is far more important than any narrative.
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10 Mar 2026