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  1. Rec 33

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    “What do you want, Rozanov? I’m not in the mood to be toyed with tonight.” 

    Ilya is quiet but his jaw continues to tick, the muscle flexing and pulsing. He is clearly thinking about something, but he doesn’t share. Shane doesn’t let the tears fall, he doesn’t share. 

    “I want to kiss you.” 

    Shane prays that one day he will have a firmer resolve. He’s dizzy. 

    “Yeah, well, I’m sick so you can’t.” 

    “I know I should not, but I want to.” Ilya’s hand slips up the nape of Shane’s neck, threading in his hair. “You make logic very difficult, yes?” 

    or: shane and ilya reunite after not speaking for three months. shane’s fever is both an unwelcome voyeur and exhibitionist. ilya allows himself to care.

     

     

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Yesssssss sick fic lets go

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Shane asks Ilya to speak to him in Russian earlier, during the 2015-2016 season (ep 4 opening hookup montage). Ilya is down horrendous and facefucks Shane about it.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane leaves Ilya's apartment, not knowing he's dropped.

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    the infamous "we didnt even kiss" alternate ending

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    03 Apr 2026

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    "As soon as he says it the fog starts to lift and that other feeling crashes over him. Fear, the reality of what just happened begins to weigh in. He feels his skin flush. He went into sub-space. For the first time in over a year. In public. In front of a few of his friends and even more strangers. Strangers that hated him. Hell, Eddie barely tolerated him. Eddie. He was looking at him. Shock, confusion, and something else on his expression, maybe pity? He clambers up and rushes past him, towards the door."

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    Steve accidentally goes into subspace while observing a dnd session and Eddie takes care of him.

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    21 Apr 2025

  5. Rec 22

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    "Together?"

    "One way or another. Together."

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    After the panopticon goes up in flames, leaving little more than a smoldering ruin where once the Institute had stood proudly, Jon and Martin do end up alive and together, but the loss of The Eye, its power and knowledge, breaks Jon's mind, leaving him a shell of himself. Will he be able to find his way back? Will Martin be able to help?
    // A hazy walk through Jon's recovery where Martin is his only constant

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    22 Mar 2025