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    Unlearning the lessons Shigeo had taught himself for five years is quite an undertaking. Uncorking those emotions and being forced to process them is overwhelming, after so long of having relative silence. He thought he’d gotten it down; thought he’d had it. It’s not so hard to laugh.

    Dealing with fifteen years of trauma is also quite an undertaking, one that piles atop his carefully recovered shell with a vengeance. And it turns out that, despite his efforts, he’s been doing more harm to himself than good.

    And it might just kill him.

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    Devastating. Perfect characterization.

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    “Another question for you, Senkuu-chan,” Gen says, still smiling but it’s happier now. Mirthful. “What would you do if I kissed you? Right now?”

    Ah, Senkuu thinks then, I guess Tsukasa and Gen aren’t dating.

    He considers his response, as well as this new piece of information.

    He goes for the honest answer: “Die. Because you have a bit of peanut sauce on your lips from dinner, and I’m allergic to that shit. It’d cause quite the scandal if you murdered some poor, innocent high school student.”

    Gen licks his lips. "Noted."

    In which it's 2019 AD, and lately, strangers have been smiling at Senkuu as if he’s an old friend. Alternatively—three thousand and seven hundred years’ worth of memories in the span of eight months.

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  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Senku snapped at him before Gen could finish. “Sometimes I wish you’d never been revived.”

    The floor ripped out beneath Gen’s feet. He was falling into a black hole again.
    “What?” he whimpered.

    Senku froze then stumbled back, his wounded hand hitting the sink behind hm. He hissed and cussed from the pain.

    They stood thee, looking away from each other, revelling in their individual pain.

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  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    If you were to ask Xie Lian, he would tell you he's not the unluckiest person in the world.

    Squid games hualian au. You know the drill

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    When it comes to something like this, there are a few important steps:

    First, Xie Lian makes sure that his husband is busy. Something like that makes it sound so terrible, but it’s not—it’s really not! It’s just that Hua Cheng can be overprotective, and if he saw this he would react poorly. Xie Lian would rather spare him that.

    Second, Xie Lian puts Ruoye away. The poor thing never wants to go. He has to tie it somewhere safe and placate it with gentle touches and soothing words. Even so, it still lashes its ends and strains after him until he leaves the room. It will cling too tightly when he returns.

    Third, Xie Lian goes somewhere quiet and familiar. It can be the armory, or their private baths, or even the shrine near Puqi Village. It is never their bedroom. It is never their cottage.

    Fourth, Xie Lian draws his sword.

    Fifthly, finally, Xie Lian takes a deep breath, closes his eyes, and carves his own skin open.

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