TryingNotToLoveYou
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The Shooting Lesson by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
11 Nov 2022
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(Ok this one won't make a lot of sense now Eternal has been taken down. But Eden is the daughter Erik and Christine had together and nobody but Christine and Emilie ever knew who fathered the child. Raoul brought her up and believed she was his own).
Continuation of my Broken / Eternal universe/series.
Meet Eden – Erik & Christine’s daughter - as her Uncle Philippe treats her to a forbidden excursion with her brother Sebastien and cousin Armand.
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- Part 2 of Northern Star
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Broken by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Phantom - Susan Kay, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux
20 Jun 2022
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Set before and during the 2004 movie. My origin story for 2004 movie-specific Erik, who never left the Opera House once rescued and hidden by Madame Giry. This is my version of how he and Christine met and fell in love (NOT when she was a child) and tumbled headlong into the inevitable tragedy of Final Lair. This has no script/libretto (apart from maybe one or two absolutely necessary words). This explores the motivations and emotions BEHIND what happened. The scenes around what was on screen. There may be a few nods to Leroux and Kay, but my Erik is Gerik – 100%, blue eyes and all. But I couldn’t resist resurrecting Philippe, because he practically writes himself and never shuts up in my head (he’s also my Beta’s favourite character, which he would adore). Plus he makes Raoul seem like less of a dick. Sorry Patrick - love you, truly - but movie Raoul makes me want to beat his oblivious, arrogant, dismissive head against the nearest brick wall!
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- Part 1 of Northern Star
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Northern Star by TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandom Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera - Gaston Leroux, Phantom - Susan Kay, Phantom of the Opera (2004), Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber
11 Nov 2022
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Kaine was almost at the tenement door when she spoke again. “Ferron, was it a punishment for you - being made Undying?”
He paused. When he turned back to her, his eyes held no emotion at all. Punishment. That was an interesting way to frame it, he supposed. Morrough liked to make his victims choose the manner of their punishment, to make them complicit in their own suffering, and so the illusion of choice was all Kaine had ever had.
He realised, with a hollow and heavy clarity, that he couldn’t think of a single choice in his life that had been his alone. Every path he’d ever taken had been carved by someone else’s hand, someone else’s will, and he’d merely walked where he was pointed.
And told himself it counted as choosing.
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The Paladian Civil War, and its origins and aftermath, told through the eyes of Kaine Ferron.
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03 Apr 2026
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ACOMAF Part 1: The House of Beasts (Rhys POV) by illyriantremors
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
20 Feb 2017
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The first 13 chapters of ACOMAF told from Rhys's POV. Includes some brief details of his three months without her after he comes home from UtM and some improvised scenes, but most of it concerns his time with Feyre.
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- Part 1 of A Court of Mist and Fury: Rhysand's POV
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One Wild and Precious Life by MissBinx for twistedpoetloser, lawfulchaoscat, AlaMac0801
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
15 Oct 2021
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Surly teenager Ben meets cheery five year old Rey when they're both cancer patients in the hospital. An unlikely friendship is formed between the pair, despite the age difference, and Ben decides that he wants to be a doctor so that no one like Rey will ever suffer. Fifteen years later, Ben is the leading oncologist in the country and they meet again when Rey is diagnosed with cancer a second time.
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Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
24 Dec 2023
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A Life Day Miracle by Lula_Landry for Cee__writes, myjb11, tuppenny, Holdo77, HoldonIhaventhadmycoffeeyet, rayvyn2k, Kal11915, prettyHz, dinotopian, Hueycita, MELISSA08, ReyloEndGame, TryingNotToLoveYou
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
26 Dec 2023
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The First Order has fallen, the Emperor is dead (again), and Life Day is fast approaching. But while Rey’s closest friends are busy cooking delicious things to eat and decorating towering trees with strings of multicoloured lights, she feels like she’s losing her mind. The Force is calling her across the galaxy to a planet she didn’t know existed… to a man she watched die. Could it be the dyad that bonded Rey to Ben Solo has one last miracle to offer?
“Christmas, my child, is love in action.” -Dale Evans Rogers.
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24 Dec 2023
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“Man makes five thousand women orgasm—without even touching them!”
Rey doesn’t believe the article at first; that audio erotica was really enough to get anyone off.
Until she tries it.
Or: Rey’s coworker Ben has an unusual side gig.
Bookmarked by TryingNotToLoveYou
09 Nov 2023
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Insanely hot!! What I wouldn’t pay to have Ren-read porn!!