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    Illuga has two modes: working until he collapses, and feeling guilty about not working enough to collapse. He’s spent a lot of years perfecting those and running from his demons. He was gonna do that until the day he died and everything was gonna be fine. Really.

    Until the gods threw a wrench into his plans.

    Now, he needs a few new modes: resting (nightmarish), being taken care of (actual hell), and maybe not running from himself (absolutely unacceptable).

    Flins thinks this will be good for him. Illuga thinks Flins is lucky he’s cute, because this is all his damn fault.

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    25 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Flins, the ever dedicated significant other of a specific over-worked captain decides it’s best to drag the man away from his desk. Who would have thought they’d end up in a closet together?

    (Another part in the universe of “It’s a little bit cramped in here”)

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    “It was you,” he says again. Only this time, he doesn’t phrase it as a question. “You saved me.”

    Flins closes his eyes, leaning into his touch with a sigh, the sound leaving him like the last bit of his resistance.

    “Do you think me a monster?” He asks, bending down a fraction.

    “I think,” Illuga says, coming up on his toes, searching his face as if he could see the beautiful and terrible reality lying beneath. “I didn’t much mind the feeling of dying, if it was in your arms.”

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    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 86

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    Illuga closes his eyes, preparing for the worst, and forces himself to breathe deeper. His heart pounds like crazy.

    The mattress beside him dips under a foreign weight. A cool hand gently touches the knots and

    cuts the ropes.

    Illuga’s eyes fly open in bewilderment and alarm.

    …He did not expect such an act of mercy.

    Illuga always thought his life would be spent among the dusty shelves of his father's shop. But when a wealthy fae petitions for a human spouse, he, an ordinary youth, is torn from his familiar way of life and sent to be seen like cattle at a fair.

    Now Illuga is his wife and is forced to put up with some of his new husband's eccentricities, for it seems he isn't as simple as he first appears.

     

    [Russian translation available
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    08 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    Faes love deeply, savagely, and the Archon of Love herself can attest to this in all her cold brutality. Flins is no less different in this aspect, yet it is this very nature of his that has invited him more torment than he has bargained for.

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    Two hot ladies and a stoic grandpa assist a heartbroken fae in reconciling with his lover.

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    07 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 36

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    Flins needed to cherish Illuga so deeply he’d never be whole without him again.

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    15 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 60

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    Two weeks have passed since Illuga came back with the other evacuees to Nod Krai and reunited with Flins. Two weeks in which he had no time to spend with his new lover, for that's what they are now. When he finally makes his way to the Final Night Cemetery, Flins is intent on showing him that he missed him – in his own way.

    Can be read as a standalone or a continuation to "In the Wake of Fear and Regret"

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    22 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 31

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    Flins leaned down to kiss Illuga briefly, teasing even in actions. Illuga was immediately fully awake once more at the sensation of his lover's lips. "Maybe you wouldn't mind indulging in something even more distracting then, hm?"

    There was no part of Illuga's mind that was going to say no to that, sleep be damned.

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    Illuga is exhausted after a mission. Sleep deprivation or an eager fae partner, who will win out in the end?

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    21 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    When word of the Young Master’s mysterious ailment reaches Flins’ ears, he finds himself unable to suppress his curiousity, not only to find out what the ailment is, but to find out why it is exactly affecting Illuga

    After all, humans weren’t known to get Hanahaki…

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    18 Feb 2026

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    "You barely ever eat any human food."

    "A shame, really."

    "You must be starving."

    "Not particularly."

    "Then, if I offered you my heart, you would say no?"

    Illuga finds an old book that tells the tales of man-eating fae, and decides to test the reality of it.

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    17 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Flins, be honest with me,” and maybe he was running on too little sleep, making his mouth a bit too loose, “is there a problem with it? Does it not get up?”

    Flins froze. 

    “What?” 

    “Your–”

    “Dear Master Illuga,” Flins sat by the edge of the bed. “There’s no need to continue that sequence of words,” he gently explained, ignoring the blush that rose to his pale cheeks. 

    It wasn’t often that he managed to fluster the ever so teasing Flins. 

    “We can find a way to work this out,” Illuga insisted, his hand finding Flins' to hold it in empathy. 

     

    or; 5 times they almost do it, and 1 time they actually do it.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Illuga hears something from behind him and swears to Solovei his heart stops. Slowly he turns to look over his shoulder, slowly he locks eyes with the subject of his fantasies.

    “Apologies, Young Master. It was not my intent to disturb you,” Flins says. He’s sitting gracefully in Illuga’s favorite chair, having dragged it from the living room to the foot of his bed. “But, you called my name.”

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    11 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Well—while not unheard of—though unnatural—it seems I’ve been afflicted with a malady that is rather…physical, in nature.”

    “Yeah?” Illuga grunts, fingers clutching Flins’s shoulders with a vice grip, gasping softly as Flins rolled his hips up, pressing against his crotch. “That—much is obvious.”

    “Would you offer your assistance, Young Master?” Flins purrs against Illuga’s ear, tongue darting out to lick his earlobe before nipping his ear—his teeth were so close to Illuga’s earring, he could just rip it out cleanly and—

    “Frankly, it’d be a bit concerning if I didn’t.” Illuga huffs, shuddering as Flins licked a broad stripe over his neck. “We—we’re already in such a position, how do you expect me to refuse?!”

    Flins has lived a long, long time. Much of his time was spent guiding others, then lighting up the way to lead those astray back to shore. Yet nature was not something that found itself bogged down by the concept of duty.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    "Stop what?"

    "This," Illuga said, gesturing vaguely between them with his free hand. "Whatever game you're playing. I can't–" He swallowed hard. "–I can't keep doing this. It feels like–” The words died in his throat. He couldn't put a name to the feeling that had been plaguing him for so long.

    Flins’ gaze had become quite weird at that point. It made something electric run through him.

    “Like what?” Flins asked again.

    “Like you’re stringing me along.”

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    09 Feb 2026

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    “Disgusting worm with his hands all over you.”

    “What are you talking about?”

    “The filth from the Voynich Guild. Too handsy.”

    Illuga stared at him for a few seconds.

    “Are you serious?” Illuga asked, blankly. “You do know we’re bonded, right? As in, magically bonded. Like, for forever and all that.”

    “What does that have to do with that fool touching you?”

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    09 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 72

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    Illuga is used to receiving all of Flins’s flattery. But knowing it's all nothing but lip service doesn't change the distance that Flins keeps between them, or how his sweet words linger on his mind. One night, he visits the Final Night Cemetery as usual and forgets this fact.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Illuga begins hearing a voice in his mind, and it sounds exactly like someone he knows. Some things are better left unheard, he thinks. But does he truly want that?

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    08 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 48

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    Everyone in Nasha Town who had eyes to see knew he wasn’t a human. Which is why it was so frustrating that Flins would never admit it to Illuga.

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    Or, Illuga confronts Flins about his secret, and gets more than he can handle.

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    06 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    "Sir Flins, you - you stupid drunk! Leave me with your lantern, still lit, to do - to do what? Does he really think I would jerk off with him in the other room?"
    Illuga's outburst does not last long. Soon after, his shoulders slump, and he adjusts how he is seated on the couch, cradling the lantern in his lap.
    "Stupid… weirdo… why do I even …"
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    Illuga puts Flins' lantern on a hear me out cake. Flins gives it over, and Illuga gives in.
    Or, Illuga fucks the lantern.

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    03 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 51

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    Illuga wasn’t afraid of the dark; the monsters of the Wild Hunt didn’t scare him, only what they could do to his friends; he had walked the path to and from Cliffwatch Camp on his own a hundred times and he had never been so afraid.
     

    tldr, illuga gets chased through the woods and he likes it

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    01 Feb 2026

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