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    NSFW fanart

    They are totally so casual about each other. Nothing serious. Totally. Seriously. It’s only sex.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Ilya is craving something. He’s lonely, though he’d never admit it, even to himself. The whole team is snowed in. He’s drunk. Hollander is on the other side of the country.
    And Grindr has something familiar that might be able to fix his problem.

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    06 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    Art takes the cross necklace out from under his shirt, rubbing his thumb along its tarnished gold face. He presses his lips to it. His eyes close. “Hey, Pat?” he says, his voice still carrying a tipsy lilt.

    “Mm?”

    “D’you think God… cares? About what we’re doing?”

    “What, you mean trying not to puke in a bathroom stall, or…?”

    “Or.”

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    At the last party of their senior year, Art realises he has more complicated feelings about God and Patrick than he thought.

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    22 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Now that he’s here, Art’s glad he decided to make the trip. He even convinced his parents to delay their own summer plans to let him stay on his own for a week.

    Well, not quite on his own. He also, somehow, convinced Patrick to join him.

    His stomach flutters a little at the thought–a mix of boyish excitement and crippling anxiety. It’s all very confusing.

    He and Patrick have been talking a lot, remaining in near-constant contact these days. Honestly, they call and text way more frequently than they did after they left the academy and went their separate ways, both clinging to the naive hope that nothing would change between them.

    It’s been good that they’ve gotten back together. In a way.

    He just hates the circumstances that brought them back to each other.

     

    Or: art and patrick spend a week at art’s parents’ lakehouse and maybe help each other heal.

    Set three months after the events of the sun is going down (you’ll be alright)

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    22 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cried, i laughed and i loved every second of reading this 20/10

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    Ilya knows what he is. He has always known what he is. The word for it in Russian tastes like something you'd scrape off a boot.

    The word in English is bisexual, which is a nicer word, which he has heard, which he does not use. He uses other words. He uses the word his brother taught him. He uses it on himself before anyone else can.

    He grows up. He gets good at hockey. He moves to America. He... falls in love.

    (Or, five times people fail to notice Ilya being queer, and one time they have no choice.)

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    08 Mar 2026