aintyouafraid
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It starts with a Yankees hat that no one even likes.
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Santa Baby by aintyouafraid
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Dec 2021
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“But… today isn’t your birthday,” Bucky says, turning towards Steve. He says it slowly, as if he’s talking to a small child. Or maybe someone with brain damage. He’s not used to being on the other end of the tone.
AKA Bucky reveals that Steve was actually a Christmas Baby.
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- Part 3 of Steve Bingo 2021
- Part 1 of Stucky Bingo 2021
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I just want your extra time (and your kiss) by aintyouafraid, trashhearts67
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 May 2021
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Tony starts asking about other “teenage party games” that are the “essence of the American experience,” most of which Steve has played in some form, but –
Tony snaps his fingers. “Seven minutes in heaven?”
Or: How Steve and Bucky End Up Making Out in a
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- Part 5 of Stucky Bingo 2020
- Part 2 of Steve Bingo 2021
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you’re sugar and spice (and everything nice) by aintyouafraid, trashhearts67
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
28 May 2021
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And when he comes back to himself, lifetimes later, after the Winter Soldier is gone for good, Bucky remembers. He used to like wearing ladies’ things sometimes. He asks if Steve thinks maybe they could still – if he could still be pretty, like that.
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Kink Blast by aintyouafraid
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
25 May 2021
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Steve cannot decide if he would take this job for free or if the sixty bucks promised on the night is nowhere near worth his current predicament. Photographing local punk band Kink Blast is more complicated than he thought. Mostly because of it's lead singer.
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- Part 4 of Stucky Bingo 2020
- Part 1 of Steve Bingo 2021
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Stucky Bingo 2021 by aintyouafraid
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Dec 2021
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Steve Bingo 2021 by aintyouafraid, trashhearts67
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Dec 2021
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Stucky Bingo 2020 by aintyouafraid, trashhearts67
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
29 May 2021
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Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.
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- Part 2 of like a bright new dream
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15 Jan 2026
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hands to myself by unearthedlove
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Nov 2025
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Shane is still adjusting to being out. He’s trying, he really is. But he’s still very protective of what they have.
(Or: 5 times Shane feels embarrassment when the Centaurs find out something about their sex life and the time he stops caring.)
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- Part 1 of future hollanov fics
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31 Dec 2025
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i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.
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their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.
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- Part 1 of hollanov 5+1
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Bookmarked by aintyouafraid
26 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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Bookmarked by aintyouafraid
18 Dec 2025
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'When Jainan hit the mattress, he knew as a certainty that he would also be asleep as soon as he closed his eyes. This was an utter waste of having Kiem in the same bed. Even so, Jainan’s last, startled thought was that there would be time. They had all the time they could want.'
Or: a little of what happened in those three days after they were rescued from the mountains.
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Bookmarked by aintyouafraid
16 Aug 2024