angelbud
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texting fic
Buck: if i had a good childhood
Buck: what job do you think i'd haveChim: I think you'd be homeless, your credit worries me.
Eddie: An Elementary teacher
Buck: or maybe a stripper
Ravi: are you lgbtq+ by any chance?
Buck: ha ha whatever man you're missing out
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at least my attempt at a funny little chatfic with a buddie canon twist!
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Buck struggles with nightmares after the kidnapping. One night, he's awoken from a nightmare and Christopher is there to comfort him. Maybe even admit that Buck is like his dad.
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"You're not alone anymore. It's always been you."
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or, Bobby's dead and Buck doesn't know how to cope until Eddie holds him in the madness of it all.
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Every time Buck climbs into the rig and settles into his usual seat beside Eddie, he hopes it’ll get easier.
It doesn’t.
It only gets worse.
The pain in his leg grows with each drive through the streets of the city. His stomach churns so violently, the bile burning his throat, that he keeps the window partially open to draw in fresh air. It doesn’t help. His fingers shake so violently that he can barely put his headset on and spends most of the drive with his fingers tangled in the fabric of his pants.
Fear grabs his chest like a vice the second the doors slam shut behind him.
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OR Buck struggles with memories of the truck bombing during his first shifts back.
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- Part 33 of Goose's Completed Fics
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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Bookmarked by angelbud
25 Jul 2026
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my heart is heavy 😓😓 crying near tears this , i don’t know how to describe how much this fic means to me. my heart hurts so bad right now. it took a min to finish bc i knew the wound this will create and oh it feels good. i loved this and i will cherish it within my heart because Eddie Diaz , you love enough to keep on trying despite your failures, mistakes, etc. you love enough and that means you are full of love and i hope you never have to question it again. you are worthy of it and fuck. my heart , reading this felt like a heaviness , a sense of exposure , this felt raw and deep and a whole lot of intense emotions. it ran so deep. eddie diaz i love you. little buck i miss you. buck i love you. so much to say but this fic is fucking great && i will be gatekeeping thank you so very much.