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  1. Rec 36

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    Derek Hale doesn’t know how to let people stay. Trauma taught him that love is dangerous, that opening the door only leads to more loss. First Hannah, then Laura. He’s still reeling, still holding himself together with frayed edges and silence.

    Stiles Stilinski doesn’t care. He shows up anyway, armed with too many questions, stubborn loyalty, and a steady presence Derek doesn’t know how to turn away. Somewhere between holding Derek up and keeping him grounded, Stiles falls in love.

    This is the story of Derek learning that healing is possible, that love can be safe, and that sometimes survival isn’t enough. Sometimes, you get to have more. And that people should be held accountable for their actions.

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    13 Sep 2025

  2. Rec 13

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    Derek’s half-dead by the time Mom’s satisfied with his responses. For this time, at least. Somehow, every full moon is different. But he’s healing, that’s what’s important. That, and that it’ll be almost a month before he has another night like this. But that’s just part of being a born wolf, a Hale descendant. You have to be strong, and ready.

    Mom doesn’t believe in doing anything halfway.

    The anger and adrenaline gets Derek as far as Stiles’ house before exhaustion and pain take over. He manages a few dragging steps forward, only just grabbing the doorknob in time to keep himself from collapsing right there on the front porch.

    But Stiles already knows, somehow, even with human hearing. That, or Derek’s attempt at a subtle escape was a lot louder than he realized.

    “Derek? Oh my god.”

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    09 Aug 2025

  3. Rec 86

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    Stiles Stilinski moves back to Beacon Hills after college only to be ruthlessly emotionally destroyed by Derek Hale’s thighs in baseball pants. Now he's fighting for his life (and dignity) one unfiltered word vomit at a time.

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    31 Jul 2025

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    <3!!!

  4. Rec 73

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    Stiles, lacrosse captain and all around basket case, knows of Derek Hale. Star basketball player, frat bro, too hot for his own good college sophomore. Stiles thinks his car is stupid and his face is stupid and he might be more than a little in love with him.

    Too bad he'll never talk to the man, because Stiles doesn't have time for frat boy bullshit and toxic masculinity.

    If only Stiles knew how wrong he was.

    (For Meagan who let me rant about this for hours when she made ONE singular comment about frat boy Derek)

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    23 Jul 2025

  5. Rec 46

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    Stiles is concerned about the safety of Derek. Staying in the condemned and abandoned ruins of the old Hale house. Having his abuser back in town… it’s a lot to worry about. So Stiles decides to try and do something about it.

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    19 Sep 2024