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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Basically, what would have happened if Sieun transferred after the Yeongbin debacle?

    They meet again at twenty-seven during a contract negotiation. Sieun is an absolute mess and Suho is less so. They are also neighbours.

    This is not exactly a happy fic. It has a lot of heavy themes to do with mental health and the various ways one can harm themselves. But it is also very healing.

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    14 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Jihoon is struggling with a destructive relationship with food, driven by the extreme discipline demanded by his role. Between silent hunger and obsessive control, he slowly loses touch with himself… until Hyunwook becomes his anchor, showing him that his strength doesn’t lie in the size of his body, but in the love that keeps him whole.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    An interview. For the "26 years of lies" movie. It's a real challenge for Hoshino Ruby to portray the living legend who paved the way to Japanese idols and Jpop songs around the globe---Ai from B-Komachi.

    "What would you say to her if Ai's here right in front of you?" The interviewer asks, curious.

    Ruby swallows and smiles right through the camera. "I hope you're proud of me and Aqua wherever you are." She chokes out. "I love you, mama."

     

    Or a rewrite of Oshi no ko wherein Aqua and Ruby are both treated as dual protagonists, the plot balanced between the entertainment industry and revenge (and much later, the supernatural elements). A slow burn story.

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    15 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 91

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    Ahn Suho has a love hate relationship with violence. He’s good at it. It gives him a thrill when his fist connects the way he wants, when his feet fly over the ground like gravity can’t hold him down, when he knows he’s the strongest and the fastest. When he fights, he sometimes thinks he’s never felt freer. But only sometimes. The rest of the time he knows that fighting is a trap. If you fight once, you’ll have to fight again. Violence is like that, a shadow that’s always lurking. Once it has its claws dug deep, it never wants to let go. The only way to escape it is to tear yourself to pieces.

    That or have a beautiful vampire boy come to your rescue.

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    01 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    What eats away at Sieun later that night is that...

    ...he couldn't tell right away.

    He didn't even know who it was that he was looking at till a very familiar old woman came back to hand the man in the wheelchair his ticket.

    The man in the wheelchair.

    It later kills Sieun that he had actually forgotten that smile somewhere along the way.

     

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    OR, 10 years after the "accident", Sieun stumbles across a man in a wheelchair. A man that Sieun had promised he wouldn't forget.

     

    Trigger Warning: Mentions of suicide and child abuse- related to Beom-Seok.

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    11 Jan 2026