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    Will tried to swallow down the last of his fear, but his throat felt like sandpaper.
    “Take me.”
    Those milky eyes fixed on him, and a warped brow lifted, as if asking him to repeat himself.
    Even though the cold seeped into him, like he was drifting backwards into a freezer, Will didn’t take the way out.
    “Take me,” he repeated, his voice still shaky, but he held Vecna’s gaze. “Take me instead of Holly. I’ll come to you. I won’t fight. Just finish it already.”
    Vecna was silent for a long, agonizing moment, but then, a smile curled across his twisted face.
    “Deal.”

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    Will offers himself to Vecna in exchange for Holly’s safety.
    Mike takes this about as well as can be expected.

     

     

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    “Don’t you remember?” Lucas asked softly. “When we were kids? Like, sixth grade. We all said we’d be in each other’s weddings.” He chuckled. “And Mike called dibs on being my best man, and then you and Dustin started freaking out, because you were both gonna call dibs, so I said you could all do it. Remember? I need all my best men.”

    Will puffed out his cheeks, running a hand through his hair. He already hadn’t lived up to that twice now. He’d missed Dustin’s wedding, he hadn’t even been invited to Mike’s (not that he’d expected to be.) This was his last shot.

    And something about it seemed final. If he missed this, then that was it. He had no doubt they’d still try to reach out, but it wouldn’t be the same. He would’ve broken something he couldn’t fix.

    He sighed.

    “Okay.”

     

    Ten years after the end of the world, Lucas and Max get married.

    It's a mess.

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    Lan Sizhui, Lan Jingyi, Jin Ling, and Ouyang Zizhen listened attentively as Wei Wuxian explained his newest invention: a way to send memories to the past. Satisfied that he dealt with all possible paradoxes and running on -2 hours of sleep, he didn't make note of his sons' frankly concerning expressions.

    "We could change everything!" they shouted simultaneously.

    For better or worse, only time will tell.

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    Mobei Jun was born to be the cold, silent blade of the Northern Demon Kingdom. He had endless plans; plans that involved destroying the cultivation sects and making changes across the realms under the heavens. Forced to follow the plot, he must participate in the political game which eagerly awaited him.
    The road to greatness would be much easier if Luo Binghe wasn't this way, though.

    Or: Shen Yuan transmigrates into Mobei Jun since birth.

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    damn.

     

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