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Imagine that...
'Hey, angel! Looking hot, as aways. Just passing to ask if you could kiss the living shit out of me, like, yesterday. It's just that I get so overstimulated thinking about how hot you are that I can't function like a normal human being! Yeah, Thank you!'
Dean snort about how ridiculous this would be. And then he catch blue eyes looking at him on his peripheral vision. His heart skips a beat as he remembers Castiel is fully an angel again.
No. He didn't...
He subtly turned to actually look at Cas and he was looking back with wide eyes, his mouth forming a perfect 'o' and with what Dean think might be a blush on his face.
Fuuuuck.
He accidentally prayed didn't he?
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29 Aug 2026
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That summer, Dean and Cas found in each other a refuge from the heat and the chaos of their real lives. Believing it would all end once the seasons changed, they allowed the wildfire to consume them. But when Cas gets hired as a professor at St. Charles Academy, where Dean is about to graduate, they need to figure out a way to survive the school year without burning on the flame that lit back when they were living for the hope it all.
New chapters every Sunday.
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19 Aug 2026
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After being saved from the Empty, Cas is stuck in that eternal sleep, only awake for one hour each day. Dean doesn’t know how to save the guy, but he does know Cas, for some reason, is still insisting that he’s in love with him. So Dean decides, hell, he might as well make Cas’s one hour worth being awake for.
In other words: Cas is Sleeping Beauty, Dean’s got a solid plan to pretend to be gay to boost Cas’s morale, and Sam’s so fucking over these assholes.
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15 Aug 2026
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Castiel arrives on Earth wearing a female vessel, and Dean falls into a secret relationship with him almost immediately. But when Cas is forced into Jimmy’s body, everything changes.
To Cas, he’s still the same angel, still in love. To Dean, he’s suddenly a man, and the internalized homophobia he’s carried all his life threatens to destroy the bond they built.
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Or: Dean's internal battle between his love for Cas and his internalized homophobia.Bookmarked by apollo432
14 Jul 2026
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“Yeah.” Dean leans closer, and the table is abruptly narrow. Dean’s eyes are dark, his eyelashes fanned against the freckled skin of his face. “Look, I wouldn’t normally bring this up, but do you…?”
Oh, Castiel remembers. How Dean’s fingers had laced their way through his, the calluses scraping against the softer skin of Castiel’s palms and knuckles. How Castiel’s heart had thumped so hard in his chest that he had worried he was losing control of the vessel. How Dean’s gaze had caught against Castiel’s mouth, how Dean’s tongue had wet his lips, and how quickly they had parted when they heard Benny rustling his way back through the underbrush. (A 10.19 coda.)
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15 Jun 2026
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Dean Winchester buys a feral angel off Craigslist as the ultimate 'don't fuck with me' accessory. Cas is supposed to be a status symbol attack dog, the definition of 'fuck around and find out', complete with teeth, claws, intimidation factor and all. Instead, he just seems like a very pissed off, very horny beast, desperate to pin Dean down the second the cage door opens.
Now Dean's stuck with a growing problem - he might be enjoying this way more than he should.
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- Part 2 of Xev3n's Entries for Restraintstiel
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31 May 2026
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There’s an incubus on the prowl at a goddamn gay club in Wichita.
In which it’s November again and Chekhov’s gun still hasn’t been fired.
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28 May 2026
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“This is why we don’t take the cops on roadtrips, Dean!” Sam yells in his ear. “This is why we leave them nice and tied up somewhere out of the way and torch the getaway car, Dean! You stupid—”
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- Part 2 of never see it coming
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27 May 2026
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“It’s better for Dad to think that I smoke than–” Dean cuts himself off. “It’s better.”
“Better than what, Dean?” Sam’s voice gets higher, louder. It’s damn lucky that John’s passed out in his room, dead to the world. “What are you doing with Castiel that’s worse than smoking?”
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20 May 2026
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Original prompt: I have nothing specific your work is amazing
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The one where Dean only wants his baby brother to do good at uni! He can’t help it if one of the Professors is also his wet goddamn dream. That’s just a perk.
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- Part 3 of zation's 10-year anniversary
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20 May 2026
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“I don’t know what I expected,” she continued. “Maybe if it had only been about sex…” she paused, glancing around the room. Dean ducked out of view, just in time. When Daphne spoke again, her voice was lowered, “But even then, I don’t think it would have worked. Between you and me, he’s not as good at it as Castiel was.”
What. The. Fuck?
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In which Dean sets out to prove that he's better at sex than Castiel, all the while insisting that he's straight. Really.
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11 May 2026
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Dean didn't think there was much else that could surprise him out here anymore, accustomed to the mundane life of dwelling in the Alaskan forests alone.
But now he faces the fangs of Fenrir, or something like it. Staring him down, and putting him at a crossroads he never thought he'd be on again.
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26 Apr 2026
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Dean Can('t) Explain, or Sam Considers Homophobia by Mulletbro
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
25 Mar 2026
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There were moments that changed the course of Dean’s life drastically: his mom dying, carrying his brother to safety, his first solo hunt at 17, reuniting with Sam, going to Hell, and his subsequent rescue, just to name a few. And of course, who could forget the moment when he was found under Cas in the backseat of the car, leading everyone to think that they screwed?
Suddenly, Dean’s biggest problems aren’t apocalypses, demons, and monsters anymore—it’s trying to convince his family that he isn’t dating Cas. (And if he has to hear Sam say one more word about his alleged sex life, he's gonna blow a gasket)
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24 Apr 2026
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Dean's restaurant has an eight 'o clock reservation. Under the name 'Novak', as in 'President'. He's requested company for the meal, too: the owner himself. After one successful meal, they have to ask themselves: is it dinner? Or something more?
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20 Apr 2026
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Dean has spent most of his life drifting between one-horse towns, drowning himself in short-lived pleasures and the certainty that no one ever stays.
Until he finds himself with a bullet buried in the gut, deep in a desert that the locals claim is cursed - that once you go in, you don’t come back out.
He’s saved from bleeding out by a handsome stranger, but as they trek through the inhospitable wilderness together, it turns out that the only thing worse than being stuck in the desert alone, might be to be trapped there with someone you can’t trust.
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06 Apr 2026
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13 Mar 2026
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A beat. “You… prayed for me?”
“Must’ve been an accident. Now’s not really a good time, Cas,” Dean strains out. He doesn’t dare let his eyes stray from where they’re locked on the kitchenette table in front of him, like if he can’t see Cas then Cas can’t see him. “Sometimes a man needs his privacy.”
“Is that what you yearn for, Dean? Privacy?”
He gulps down the sinking, sinking feeling that he has been caught with no way out. It’s not the first time in his life that he’s been trapped in a half-truth, and he bears this with as much grace as he ever has in situations like it. Jaw clenched. Ungraceful. “I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”
Cas’s voice is all unflinching divinity from a creature that watched the Library of Alexandria burn. “I feel your longing.”
or the one where dean is so touch-starved that less is more
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09 Mar 2026
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Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.
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"You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"
Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.
Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.
"What?" Dean grits out.
"I love you, too."
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05 Jul 2025
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John dies, and instead of being smart about it, Dean goes back to Cas.
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“You’ll hurt yourself,” he mumbles.
Cas just huffs.
“You’re not heavy.”
Well that’s a fucking lie, but Dean isn’t one to look a gift horse in the mouth, so he burrows closer instead of arguing the point, shamelessly burying his nose against Cas’ warm skin.
Home. Even after three years apart he still smells like home.
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18 Jun 2025
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The constant moving around and general lack of real connections were never great. But being stranded in Lawrence, forced to stay in place until his dad comes for him, is worse. Especially once someone starts hunting him.
Going to the police is in every conceivable way a terrible plan. Accepting personal help from a severely overinvolved cop is quite possibly an even worse one. Above all because Dean is up to his neck in illicit activities and police-related trauma. But maybe, just once, it would be nice to have someone look out for him.
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- Part 1 of Paper Tigers
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22 Apr 2025