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• walk on vanity ruins by araam

  Fandoms: Breaking Bad, Better Call Saul (TV)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Major Character Death
  • F/M
  • Work in Progress

  01 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Major Character Death
  • Eduardo "Lalo" Salamanca/Original Character(s)
  • Eduardo "Lalo" Salamanca & Original Female Character(s)
  • Eduardo "Lalo" Salamanca/Original Female Character(s)
  • Howard Hamlin/Original Female Character(s)
  • Original Female Character(s)
  • Eduardo "Lalo" Salamanca
  • Ignacio "Nacho" Varga
  • Gustavo Fring
  • Hector Salamanca
  • Jesse Pinkman
  • Jimmy McGill | Saul Goodman
  • Howard Hamlin
  • Eladio Vuente
  • Kim Wexler
  • Cheryl Hamlin
  • Domingo "Krazy-8" Molina
  • Tuco Salamanca
  • Drug Use
  • Past Drug Addiction
  • Drug Withdrawal
  • Rehabilitation
  • Drug Dealing
  • Drug Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Mental Instability
  • Paranoia
  • Angst
  • Comfort/Angst
  • Older Man/Younger Woman
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Age Difference
  • Possessive Behavior
  • Episode: Dealing with INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Relationship Issues
  • Possible Commitment Issues
  • Implied Avoidant Attachment
  • Toxic Relationship
  • Explicit Language
  • A little slow burn won't hurt
  • Mild Gore
  • Self-Harm
  • Eventual Smut
  • Eventual Sex
  • Eventual Romance
  • Bad Ending
  • Unplanned Pregnancy
  • Sexual Tension
  • Drama & Romance
  • Family Drama
  • Past Trauma
  • Past Child Abuse
  • Emotional Infidelity

  Summary

  Unbeknownst to Hayden , her dreams of escaping her past self and finding a comfort she long yearned for fall short after she gets entangled with Lalo Salamanca

  (To anyone reading this or still intrested in reading it will undergo some editing after TWO YEARS because going back to it now i'm really cringing at my unmedicated self.)

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  14,906

  Chapters:

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  Comments:

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