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Far too often, Loki felt like a moon-driven tide: craving cliffs to throw himself at until it wore him into one of those peaceful but rare sleeps. Rarer still, was it, that he found someone who’d stick around and stitch him back together after the fact—but he’d admit that if there was anyone he could depend on to do that, it would probably be Mobius.
And Mobius was looking at Loki like he wanted to wreck him.
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Loki craves self-control; Mobius shows him another way. -
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'Unbeknownst to Robby, however, he would not be leaving, and it was entirely due to that conversation. Because of that conversation, he was going to lose one of his doctors today.
He did not know this yet.
Nobody knew this yet.
They wouldn’t know until twenty minutes later, when Whitaker went to do that neuro check on the man in South 14.
AKA: What if instead of Emma who gets assaulted in Episode 11, it’s Whitaker, and then things go from bad to fucking catastrophic very, very quickly, because turns out Whitaker’s a very, very good liar, with a very, very large and very, very dangerous secret?
What if Robby’s guilt is strong enough to stop his doomed-ass sabbatical, due to the overwhelming responsibility he feels to 'atone for what he's done'?
What if Whitaker has a chronic condition and some really shitty history he never discussed with anyone, and Robby can't stop being a doctor, no matter how much he keeps trying?
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19 Jul 2026
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the most heartbreaking, loving and tear-eyeing story, I miss it already
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Robby didn’t expect his life to shift during a routine shift in the ER. And he certainly didn’t expect Dennis Whitaker, brilliant, chaotic, quietly observant Dennis Whitaker, to become the one person he can’t stop thinking about.
What starts as small rides home, little touches and stolen glances between patients slowly turns into something neither of them knows how to define.
They try to keep it quiet. They try to keep it professional. They are, for the most part, failing spectacularly.
Between late-night texts, nervous grocery store dates, a suspiciously intense game of “let’s pretend this is casual,” and friends who notice everything, Robby and Dennis are learning that maybe the hardest part isn’t falling in love, it’s admitting it out loud.
A slow burn romance about timing, restraint, and the inevitable collapse of pretending you don’t want someone.
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'Well?' Grell wants to demand, impatient. 'Are you the one that reaps the reapers?' But the only noise that comes from her ruined throat is a sickening gurgle, a fresh wave of blood dribbling from her lips.
The Undertaker looks at her like some sort of long-lost treasure.
“Finders, keepers,” he whispers.
Vaguely, she knows that those words should terrify her. But she doesn’t have enough blood left in her brain to register the feeling. Instead, as he tenderly picks her up with one arm around her back and the other under her knees, just before the pain of being moved makes everything go black, her only thought is how romantic it is, that she gets to die in someone’s arms this time.
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(Fifteen years after Sebastian wins Ciel’s soul, Undertaker finds Grell dying in a graveyard. She wakes in his bed with a ring around her finger.)
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Bookmarked by atakelolii
25 Jun 2026
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thats the most cheeks clenching and tearing and cutely fanfics I ever read, MY FAVORITEEEE
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Mercy M'dear by ILiveThroughCreativityAndChaos, TheOtherAlya
Fandoms: Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler
22 Jan 2025
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Grell Sutcliff's life behind the scenes of Kuroshitsuji. Giving a lady what she deserves.
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21 Jun 2026
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SO FUCKING CUTE I NEED MORE UNDERGRELLE FANFICS LIKE IT