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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    A dream is a heavy burden, after all.

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    22 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Tired of the precarious existence of a mercenary, Guts takes part in a royal tournament in the hope of winning himself a better life. This gains him the attention of King Griffith, the mysterious and alluring ruler of Midland.
    As he adjusts to his new life in the royal palace, Guts will slowly begin to unravel the many secrets that shroud the saint-like figure of the young monarch.

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    21 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    After Guts leaves, Griffith decides to seduce the King of Midland instead of Charlotte.

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    21 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    “I enjoyed what those men were saying to me,” he says, voice cracking. The words muffle against his knees. “I could imagine it. I wanted them to.”

    “Is it very terrible, that you wanted it?”

    Amadeo chews on his thumbnail. He looks up at the painting again. After a moment, he lazily points at it with his other hand.

    “I think it’s terrible to him.”

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    19 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Izzy doesn't remember deciding to drug both glasses of rum, one more heavily than the other. He watches himself do it with the same resigned detachment that he watched himself offer up his flesh for amputation. It just seems like the thing to do, given the circumstances.

    Between seasons 1&2, Izzy encounters the emotions and desires that he’s tried to deny in a moment of peace amid the horrors.

    The dove is dead. Things are going badly, and seem likely to get worse. I love both of these characters, but they cannot be mistaken for good people here. This is porn with a rather long prologue, the fucking starts about half way through.

    If you'd like to skip the nasty amputation and cauterization scene (and get to the porn more quickly), click XXX when it appears.

    Content warnings: suicidal ideation, alcohol dependence, non consensual drug use, implied/referenced past rape/non-con, mismanagement of a trauma flashback, canon-typical Ed/Izzy toxicity, and really awful consent bordering on non-con (details in the notes)

    There is a nude but non-sexual illustration :)

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    24 Apr 2025